Hello everybody!
I am thrilled to be here! A little background about myself. I have had 2 losses so far. 1 mmc at 10 weeks and 1 2nd tri loss at 17 weeks due to pprom caused from bleeding. My maternal fetal specialist believes my second loss was the result of blood clots in the blood vessels communicating between my uterus and the baby's placenta. As a result, I am on aspirin and will begin lovenox once there is a confirmed heartbeat. I also have a mthfr mutation.
Today I am 6 weeks pregnant. I have a follow-up appointment next week to look for a heartbeat. I have my fingers crossed, but to be quite honest I am in a state of guarded anticipation. I am not really allowing myself to be overly happy nor overly worried. I am doing my best to live in this moment and not put pressure on myself regarding any moments to come. I remind myself daily that "today, I am pregnant". I don't know what tomorrow holds, so I won't even think about tomorrow until it gets here.
My maternal fetal specialist said at my pre-conception appointment his goal for my next pregnancy is 28 weeks and anything after that is gravy. I pray I reach 28 weeks. In my last pregnancy I had spotting on and off from week 7-17. If I hit week 7 and I don't have spotting that will be one step closer to excitement. If I reach 18 weeks, look out world I will be crazy excited.
I'm happy to be joining this board, a place where people are working through similar feelings and comments come from a similar place. Looking forward to a happy and healthy 9 months with all of you!

3rd pregnancy -- 1st baby -- praying for a rainbow
#1 EDD 5/2014 -- MMC 10weeks ~~ #2 EDD 10/2014 -- Our baby girl, born sleeping 17weeks ~~ #3 EDD 8/2015
Re: Intro :)
BFP #1: 6/25/09 EDD 2/13/10 @ 6 weeks- Saw HB @ 9 weeks - DS born 2/11/10 (39w5d)
BFP #2: 2/20/13 EDD 11/4/13 - Saw HB 3/19/13 (7w2d) - MMC discovered 4/13/13 (10w5d) - Est. loss @ 9w3d - D&C 4/14/13
BFP #4: 9/10/14 (3w6d) EDD 5/21/15 - natural MC 9/23/14 @ 5w5d
BFP #5: 11/23/14 (3w3d) EDD 8/4/15 - Please be our Rainbow!
Married August 2003
Married August 2003
MC 8/30/2014
***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage.
BFP #1 12/23/13 MMC 01/24/14 @ 9w5days
Me 34 DH 31, Together since 2003, Married August 20, 2011, TTC since May 2013
BFP #1 August 24, 2013! MMC discovered Oct. 3, 2013, D&C Oct. 4, 2013
BFP #2 December 17, 2013! MMC discovered Jan. 28, 2014, D&C Jan. 30, 2014
Testing done: male with complete Trisomy 16, not hereditary. Tested me for clotting disorders, all normal.
Feb. 2014 all clear again to TTC! Will start progesterone supplementation with the next BFP just in case. Oct. 2014 more testing just because, thyroid and autoimmune panels = normal. Diagnostic U/S = no abnormalities. Will keep trying for 3-6 more months, doctor still optimistic!
BFP #3 December 11, 2014! Beta #1 14DPO = 122.4 Beta #2 17DPO = 296.8 Please stick little one and be our Rainbow!
Perfect little heartbeat of 156 seen 1/7/15
***Everybody Welcomed***
EDD 8/21/2015 Team Green!
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
3rd pregnancy -- 1st baby -- praying for a rainbow
#1 EDD 5/2014 -- MMC 10weeks ~~ #2 EDD 10/2014 -- Our baby girl, born sleeping 17weeks ~~ #3 EDD 8/2015
Me 36 DH 39
BFP 11/28/14 ~ MMC 12/29/14
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