You guys have all been super supportive through my Year of Crappy Marriage, so I wanted to share the latest....which is that things have improved. Greatly. I picked a marriage counselor based on proximity and she was meant to be. Mostly because DH loves her and takes what she has to say to heart. In 2 months time I have gone from creating my escape plan to enjoying my life again.
DHs diagnosis keeps changing, they are now leaning toward adult ADD and trying to get him in for testing. DH also started taking acting classes and loves it.
Last Christmas sucked ( it was the start of our shitty last year) and I was really worried about this holiday. But I think it's actually going to be great

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Re: AW update
TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby
Henry Cavill...You're welcome!
BFP #3: EDD 1/10/13 **DS born 12/30/12!!!**
BFP #2: MC 7/2/11 @ 12 weeks
**Missing our February '12 LoveBug**
BFP #1: MMC discovered on 12/6/10
IVF FET - BFP, due April 2017
BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12
BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks
BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt