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TTC After a Loss
starlightstef
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starlightstef
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Hi ladies,
I've been lurking here for about a month, so I figure it's time to introduce myself.
I had a mc Nov 9 at 6 weeks. Although it was early, it was still devastating, as I'm sure you all know. Obviously there's no way of knowing if it was a boy or girl, but for some reason I had a girl in my head before I even got my bfp. I think that's how I'll always think about "her."
Slowly but surely I'm moving on, although I definitely have experienced some big triggers. We have the go-ahead to try again since I just had a normal af. I'm not nearly as excited about trying this time. It all feels very mechanical. My hope is that I can find a little comfort here and offer my support when I can.
Some fun upbeat things about me... I work at a zoo. I'm a California girl now living in a landlocked state. I've been married for 6 years. And I've traveled on 6 continents. Looking forward to getting to know you all!
I've been lurking here for about a month, so I figure it's time to introduce myself.
I had a mc Nov 9 at 6 weeks. Although it was early, it was still devastating, as I'm sure you all know. Obviously there's no way of knowing if it was a boy or girl, but for some reason I had a girl in my head before I even got my bfp. I think that's how I'll always think about "her."
Slowly but surely I'm moving on, although I definitely have experienced some big triggers. We have the go-ahead to try again since I just had a normal af. I'm not nearly as excited about trying this time. It all feels very mechanical. My hope is that I can find a little comfort here and offer my support when I can.
Some fun upbeat things about me... I work at a zoo. I'm a California girl now living in a landlocked state. I've been married for 6 years. And I've traveled on 6 continents. Looking forward to getting to know you all!
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Re: intro
I updated them to be ttcal friendly before posting but it looks like they didn't update. I'll try to fix them again asap!
Married: 10/4/2013
TTC Since September 2014
BFP 11/30/2014 ~ EDD 8/13/2015 ~ CP 12/5/2014
BFP #2 12/30/2014 ~ EDD 9/13/2015 Stick bean stick!
Side note: I'm so beyond envious of your job! I so badly wished I had the fortitude to compete to get into a wildlife program.....
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
Your job sounds fun. Of the places you've travelled to, where's your favorite place been?
"Mechanical". That sounds accurate for me too. I think it's because of this lingering "numb" feeling.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I just intro'd today too. You are welcome in my book.
My Ovulation Chart
W born September 2020
#3 due November 2022
Sooo jealous of your awesome job and your worldly travels.
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome.
Working at a zoo sounds like so much fun!