I just drank a whole bottle of wine while swearing at the tv. There's a Jwoww and Snookie marathon on where Jwoww give birth. After my period showing up early today, I'm ready to throw the 8lbs shot put rolling around on the passenger side floor of my car at my tv. How'd those dumbasses get to have a babies!? Not fair. I normally don't watch this kind of garbage, but it sucked me based on the baby-ness. Makes me hate myself for getting sucked in, ugh.
Watched the steelers game, gearing up for the Eagles game, laundry and being super annoyed with my cat for following me around like I owe her something.
I ran a marathon relay today. (Only 5.7 miles) but I am sick and it was freezing and raining. Overall felt good running but the cold was no fun. Now off to Cali for a work trip. Definitely a packed day.
I ran a marathon relay today. (Only 5.7 miles) but I am sick and it was freezing and raining. Overall felt good running but the cold was no fun. Now off to Cali for a work trip. Definitely a packed day.
Woo! Great job!
I ran a 5k race last night in the 35F and rain, it's gross weather. I do love running in the snow though.
I ran a marathon relay today. (Only 5.7 miles) but I am sick and it was freezing and raining. Overall felt good running but the cold was no fun. Now off to Cali for a work trip. Definitely a packed day.
Woo! Great job!
I ran a 5k race last night in the 35F and rain, it's gross weather. I do love running in the snow though.
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I am originally from Utah and I love running in the snow! It's one of my favorite things. So beautiful! Poo on crappy weather but awesome job on the 5k!
I'm getting over a cold, so being a lazy ass and cuddling with the pooch. DH is out getting our tree and going to grill up some burgers for dinner. YUM!
ETA: I'm also mourning the Packers loss. WTF happened?!
I think they overlooked this game...the only one that showed up was Lacey
I had a Church Christmas play with the Sunday School kids this morning and then watched the horrible game (if you want to call it that), working on laundry while supper is going in a crockpot. And watching more football and possibly drinking wine to drown my misery,
Went to church, food shopping, then home to clean. Did multiple loads of laundry, nagged hubby into helping me fold. Made turkey chili for dinner (and for my lunches this week). While putting away laundry I decided it was finally time to put away my maternity clothes for our previous loss, it was slightly emotional but felt good to not have to avoid certain parts of my closet anymore. Hoping the clothes are not put away for too long.
12/2007 Engaged * 1/2010 Married * 2/2014Started TTC
4/2014 1st BFP * 8/2014 Caleb Emmanuel became an angel * 11/2014 Started TTC Again
I made a nice big breakfast for us, cleaned the house, cross-stitched, and now I have chicken enchiladas in the oven and copy-cat Chipotle rice in the cooker. I'm about to open a Smirnoff. :-)
Had a no good, very bad day at work. But, the lions won! Packers loss (sorry ladies) and the broncos won! I'm on my 3rd? Glass of wine snuggled up on the couch with DH and the pup. Damn Boxed wine. Happy Sunday!
Read for a while, we got some chinese takeout for lunch and went to our friends' house for dinner, football and a baby fix. Little guy is passed out on his dad's chest right now and I'm sitting here bumping, being jealous. Hashtag: masochism
Ah. It's nearing my elderly-esque bedtime. But today, did some errands. Picked up a cat-sized Christmas tree & decorated it with The Bagel while drinking oat beer. Planned out this week's meals & to-do list for work and school. The beer made me drowsy so then I napped. Drank coffee while I did my 2015 vision board! While eating chocolate Decorated my new sketchbook cover. Watched some TV with The Bagel while snuggling with the cat. Now catching up on emails!
I usually go to Panera to work on a few things (and free coffee refills, yes please!) on Sunday afternoons. DH and I ALWAYS get into an argument because he has to stay home with DD and thinks I'm being irresponsible for wanting time to myself. UGH!! I stay home every day and get up overnight and spent the whole morning with her. Give me a break. So anywhoo...I went to church with DD in the morning, then went to Panera in the afternoon, and came home to DH bitching at me. It was a great day ::Eye roll::
Me: 29 DH: 34 Married 9/8/12 Started TTC 10/01/12
Dx: Hypothalamic amenorrhea by RE in 2/2013
Provera + Ovidrel trigger = BFP #1 3/24/13
DD born 11/12/13
TTC #2 since 9/01/14
Tamoxifen + Ovidrel trigger = CP (cycle 3)
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Suess
Why, self? Why do you agree to things instead of saying why don't we just scrap that if neither of us wants to do it?
About a million years ago (6ish weeks) I got volunteered (volun-told?) to help with this cupcake bake-off. It's not mandatory and neither of us that are doing it really care about it, so we could just drop out and it wouldn't be a big deal. No one else is interested in doing it (because they're smarter than me and realized that the last full week before Christmas is a time to say fuck that noise).
Of course, I can't bring myself to say fuck it, so I'm begrudgingly making a couple dozen store bough cake mix cupcakes tomorrow morning. And then going to my friend's house to decorate them. And losing hours of precious errand running. I have do much to do just for H and I and our families. Since we lost of most Saturday to pet-pocolypse I'm so behind. And a lot of what I need to do would be perfect between the hours of 9-11, which, of course, are the hours that it's best for my friend to do this.
Sorry for the early bitchfest, I won't be able to do one tomorrow because H has to take our laptop to this work this since he forgot to get a work laptop issued for the week for the seminar.
TTC #1 since 11/2012 Me-31, H-27 **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP** **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25** Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14 SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal. HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall. Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed. 9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014 BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000! U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015 U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
Sunday football followed by Christmas dinner out with my inlaws. I'm full of fried chicken and mashed potatoes still and we have left overs so I don't have to cook tomorrow! The plate is DH and my leftover chicken!
I also talked to my mom forever and realized I'm way behind on Christmas stuff. Per usual.
Re: Sunday Funday
I also started reading Outlander and I'm completely in love with it and only 7 chapters in.
I also got the vacuum out....at 9:00am...and it's still sitting in the middle of my living room having vacuumed nothing.
TL;DR: I'm pretty much a useless bag of poo today. But I'm loving it.
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I am originally from Utah and I love running in the snow! It's one of my favorite things. So beautiful! Poo on crappy weather but awesome job on the 5k!
I think they overlooked this game...the only one that showed up was Lacey
I had a Church Christmas play with the Sunday School kids this morning and then watched the horrible game (if you want to call it that), working on laundry while supper is going in a crockpot. And watching more football and possibly drinking wine to drown my misery,
About a million years ago (6ish weeks) I got volunteered (volun-told?) to help with this cupcake bake-off. It's not mandatory and neither of us that are doing it really care about it, so we could just drop out and it wouldn't be a big deal. No one else is interested in doing it (because they're smarter than me and realized that the last full week before Christmas is a time to say fuck that noise).
Of course, I can't bring myself to say fuck it, so I'm begrudgingly making a couple dozen store bough cake mix cupcakes tomorrow morning. And then going to my friend's house to decorate them. And losing hours of precious errand running. I have do much to do just for H and I and our families. Since we lost of most Saturday to pet-pocolypse I'm so behind. And a lot of what I need to do would be perfect between the hours of 9-11, which, of course, are the hours that it's best for my friend to do this.
Sorry for the early bitchfest, I won't be able to do one tomorrow because H has to take our laptop to this work this since he forgot to get a work laptop issued for the week for the seminar.
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
I also talked to my mom forever and realized I'm way behind on Christmas stuff. Per usual.
DS born: February 2013
TTC #2: Nov. 14
Chemical pregnancy 09/16/15
BFP: 12/25/15 EDD: 09/04/16