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Embarrassing PGAL moment :(

mpiemontmpiemont member
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I just left church in tears in the early stages of a major ugly cry- and it was not subtle. I was praying about my anatomy scan on Tuesday and was just overcome with fear. Knock on wood, this pregnancy has been perfect. I'm just so afraid for something to go wrong- and I haven't felt like this since early on. Hopefully no one at church noticed....
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DS1 born 4/17/11
DS2 born 2/22/13
MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
DD due 5/9/15 Please be our RAINBOW

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Re: Embarrassing PGAL moment :(

  • Danielle0311Danielle0311 member
    You have nothing to be embarrassed about ! It is so hard to keep it together especially with big appointments coming up so you should give yourself credit for being a strong enough person to be in this position. Good luck at the scan, I'm sure it will go great !

    Me (30) DH (31) Married 5/13, TTC since 2/13
    BFP #1 Blighted Ovum resulting in D&C on 11/1/13
    BFP #2 Ectopic Pg, lap surgery on 3/12/14, R tube removed

    BFP # 3, EDD 2/21/15 * please be our rainbow*
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  • carlsonbaby2014carlsonbaby2014 member
    edited December 2014
    ((((Hugs)))) T&Ps for a great scan. Please don't be embarrassed about feeling these very real and normal feelings. We care about you and I'm sure your church family does too!!!! More ((((hugs))))!!!!
    Began trying for a baby January 2012
    BFP 4.25.2013  EDD 1.3.2014  MMC 6.3.2013  D&C 6.19.2013
    BFP 11.3.2013  CP 11.6.2013
    BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014 
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  • footprintfootprint member
    Big ((hugs)). The fear about u/s and a/s is so overwhelming. Don't be embarrassed, we've all been there. Fx an amazing scan!

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    Due: September 5, 2012
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    BFP: November 5, 2013
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  • dawnstar898dawnstar898 member
    (((hugs))) FX your scan goes great!

    Me 34 DH 31, Together since 2003, Married August 20, 2011,  TTC since May 2013
    BFP #1 August 24, 2013! MMC discovered Oct. 3, 2013, D&C Oct. 4, 2013
    BFP #2 December 17, 2013! MMC discovered Jan. 28, 2014, D&C Jan. 30, 2014
    Testing done: male with complete Trisomy 16, not hereditary. Tested me for clotting disorders, all normal.
    Feb. 2014 all clear again to TTC!  Will start progesterone supplementation with the next BFP just in case.       Oct. 2014 more testing just because, thyroid and autoimmune panels = normal.  Diagnostic U/S = no abnormalities.  Will keep trying for 3-6 more months, doctor still optimistic!

    BFP #3 December 11, 2014!  Beta #1 14DPO = 122.4 Beta #2 17DPO = 296.8 Please stick little one and be our Rainbow!

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  • pblgepblge member
    ((hugs)) I've had so many moments like that. Don't be embarrassed at all. Sending you t&p for a great scan.
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  • amanda33758amanda33758 member
    Don't be embarrassed. We have all been there. FX and lots of T&P for a great scan.
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  • kate6214kate6214 member
    Don't be embarrassed it's ok to be scared. I know I can feel the anxiety building for mine this week too. ((((Hugs)))) Hang in there.

    BFP #1: 8/17/13     Due Date: 4/26/14      MMC discovered @ 9w 4d       D&C: 10/2/13
    BFP #2: 12/23/13       Due Date: 9/6/14      MMC discovered @ 8w 5d    D&C: 2/6/14
    BFP #3 8/26/14     Due Date: 5/7/15  

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  • littlecookielittlecookie member
    I've definitely been there in very similar situations. Big hugs. Hope everything goes great at your scan.
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  • BackstreetPixieBackstreetPixie member
    ::hugs:: know the feeling hon. T&p for a great scan!
    -Megan


    Started dating Hubby May 17 2005. Married since Aug 20 2011 
    Me:30   Hubby:31
    TTC since May 2012 
    HSG Dec 2012 Fill no spill on left side, right side normal (most physically painful experience of my life..)
    Metformin Started May 2013
    PG#1: BFP 10-21-13. EDD 6-17-14 mmc 12-9-13 m/c occurred with cytotec on 12-11-13 
    PG#2: BFP 07-25-14.  EDD 4-5-15   *Hoping this is my rainbow*
    Diagnosed with PCOS, Hypothyroid,IBD/UC, (UC in remission as of July 2014)
    *I will always love you Fetey the first.* 
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  • shandorfml2shandorfml2 member
    Big hugs!

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  • luciddreamer106luciddreamer106 member
    ((Hugs)) FX for a great scan!
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    BFP #1: EDD 4/16/13~~blighted ovum w/ 2 gestational sacs~~Loss on 9/18/12
    BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
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  • stinybeanstinybean member
    ((HUGS)) I hope your scan goes well.

    I've cried in church so many times. I think it's partially because you're able to be with yourself and think about things that you are able to push away at other times by keeping yourself busy.
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  • peggels24peggels24 member
    T&P's for a great scan
    BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013
    BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

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  • Lalalady54Lalalady54 member
    Oh hunny. I'm sure no one in church noticed and if they did they probably wanted to give you a hug and send a prayer your way. I am also nervous for my anatomy scan on Wednesday so I understand, so many thoughts and prayers headed your way for a GREAT scan Tuesday.
    BFP #1-- 8-25-12, DD Born 5-1-13 
    BFP #2-- 5-6-14, MMC 6-13-14, D&C 6-13-14
    BFP #3 -- 8-26-14, EDD 5-10-15 

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  • goldengirl84goldengirl84 member
    My anatomy scan is on Tuesday too!! I've been so scared lately and it seems like the more I pray the more I'm afraid. Let's pray for each other?! I will definitely say tons of prayers that your fears subside and that LO is perfect.
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    DS: 10/12/12 via ECS (blood clot in umbilical cord)
    BFP 1/25/14 mc at 6 1/2 weeks  EDD: 10/4/14
    BFP 4/10/14 mc at 4 1/2 weeks  EDD: 12/15/14
    BFP 5/14/14 mc at 5 1/2 weeks  EDD: 1/20/15
    BFP 8/28/14 *please, please stick*  EDD: 5/10/15
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  • mpiemontmpiemont member
    Thank you so so much for all of your replies! It means so much to have your support and to have someone to "talk" to about all of this. <3
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    DS2 born 2/22/13
    MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
    DD due 5/9/15 Please be our     RAINBOW

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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    ((hugs)).  If anyone says anything, tell them that the Holy Spirit moved you. FX for good results. 

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    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    *lurking*

    ((Hugs)) lady!!! Good luck!
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    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
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  • GaveMiaMiracleGaveMiaMiracle member
    No need to be embarrassed! This has happened to me many times (and still does). My T&P for a wonderful scan!
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  • Samuelismomma Samuelismomma member
    Don't be embarrassed. Every milestone is tough after a loss. Big hugs and good luck at your scan...
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  • longcat07longcat07 member
    (((big hugs)))  don't be embarrassed...the fear is real and valid.  T&P that you have a great scan!
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  • SamanthaLaura16SamanthaLaura16 member
    Sending lots of T&P your way for a great scan!
    Me- 27 w/PCOS     DH - 28
    TTC since December 2012 
    BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
    Diagnosed with PCOS and taking metformin 750 mg  twice a day
    April 2014 -  - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
    A/S 8-22-14 - Its a BOY!!
    12/15 Checkup & heard his beautiful heartbeat
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