The year is almost over. Holidays are almost over. I can see the finish line. Let's hear all your last minute end of the year grief. Let it out, ladies.
Spontaneous pregnancy #1 DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016 Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3 Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
I really really do not want to fill out my self-evaluation section on my performance plan. I will continue to put that off until January.
I hope that I will be able to survive a trip home for the holidays. Between SIL being 9 months pregnant and my MIL just being her normal self, I pray that I don't kill anyone.
Also, 10DPO falls on Christmas, so not getting a BFN Christmas morning would be great universe, so let's see what you can do about that.
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Last night I hosted neighbourhood moms for a festive mom's night in. I was really looking forward to it until one of the moms dropped a pregnancy announcement bomb to me (about someone else who wasn't there) at the beginning of the night. So I drank but was not merry. I wanted to run to my bedroom and cry but had to sit through three hours. I need a break from this mommy group. It's always pregnancy announcements or newborn talk. It's run online with an event calendar so I cancelled all my RSVPs going forward.
Me: 32, DH: 33 DS #1: April 2010 DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
My sister is dating an uneducated dumb ass who is so beneath her in more ways than one (she's a PHD cannidate). Let's just say that education is super important to her and she's settling on him for his money. I can't even figure out how to be nice to him to his face because it's impossible for me to hide my disgust for him. They keep one writing shit about marriage on IG to one another. It makes me sick and I'm reconsidering have her as DS's legal guardian if he's in the picture. I'm so glad I was dating/engaged/married before social media became a necessity.
I really really do not want to fill out my self-evaluation section on my performance plan. I will continue to put that off until January.
I hope that I will be able to survive a trip home for the holidays. Between SIL being 9 months pregnant and my MIL just being her normal self, I pray that I don't kill anyone.
Also, 10DPO falls on Christmas, so not getting a BFN Christmas morning would be great universe, so let's see what you can do about that.
You are a brave girl for planning to test ON christmas day. Good luck with everything
Spontaneous pregnancy #1 DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016 Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3 Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
I am really getting tired of having to take care of drug addicts having their 6th baby and the teenagers who act like babies are the coolest accessory to have. What the hell is wrong with me that I can't have just one more baby? Why waste babies on addicts who don't get to keep them anyway?
I am getting crankier and less patient as the cycles go by. I have no tolerance for this garbage anymore. Why can't any of the ladies here have a baby? It is so depressing.
"From the moment I first saw you, the second that you were born, I knew that you
were the love of my life"
Me: 35, DH: 40
TTC # 2 since 8/13, Dx: unexplained secondary infertility
Clomid cycles 7/14 & 8/14= BFN
IUI # 1 (clomid) 8/27/14= BFN
IUI # 2 (clomid and follistim) 9/25/14= BFN
IUI # 3 (femara and follistim) 10/23/14= BFN
IUI # 4 (femara and follistim) 11/20/14= BFN
12/12/14- saline sono shows two polyps
2/15- two uterine polyps and "schmutz" (RE's words) removed
Also, 10DPO falls on Christmas, so not getting a BFN Christmas morning would be great universe, so let's see what you can do about that.
Eeeek good luck. I don't think I could bring myself to test 10dpo on Christmas Day!! Even when I have been knocked up, 10 wasn't reliable for me. Fingers crossed for your Christmas miracle!!
Me: 32, DH: 33 DS #1: April 2010 DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
Also, 10DPO falls on Christmas, so not getting a BFN Christmas morning would be great universe, so let's see what you can do about that.
Eeeek good luck. I don't think I could bring myself to test 10dpo on Christmas Day!! Even when I have been knocked up, 10 wasn't reliable for me. Fingers crossed for your Christmas miracle!!
I unfourtantly have a short LP. With DD I tested at 8DPO and got a clear positive. I always start spotting around 7DPO if I am not pregnant, so if I was KU I would know by 10DPO (even without a test).
Plus let's be honest here. I am a POASaholic. I break those IC out at like 6DPO like the true psycho I am.
On the bright side, if I am not KU I can start drinking right away. Nobody frowns at Mimosas on Christmas morning
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I unfourtantly have a short LP. With DD I tested at 8DPO and got a clear positive. I always start spotting around 7DPO if I am not pregnant, so if I was KU I would know by 10DPO (even without a test).
Plus let's be honest here. I am a POASaholic. I break those IC out at like 6DPO like the true psycho I am.
On the bright side, if I am not KU I can start drinking right away. Nobody frowns at Mimosas on Christmas morning
LOL mimosas would be my reason for NOT testing. Can't feel guilty then if I drank but didn't know.
Sorry I can't remember your exact history....I had a short LP also with tons of spotting. I hate spotting. I actually didn't even test particularly low for progesterone but now that I'm on prometrium every cycle, zero spotting most of the time and if I get it, it's never early anymore. Short LP was a concern for my RE. Has your said anything about it?
Me: 32, DH: 33 DS #1: April 2010 DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
I unfourtantly have a short LP. With DD I tested at 8DPO and got a clear positive. I always start spotting around 7DPO if I am not pregnant, so if I was KU I would know by 10DPO (even without a test).
Plus let's be honest here. I am a POASaholic. I break those IC out at like 6DPO like the true psycho I am.
On the bright side, if I am not KU I can start drinking right away. Nobody frowns at Mimosas on Christmas morning
LOL mimosas would be my reason for NOT testing. Can't feel guilty then if I drank but didn't know.
Sorry I can't remember your exact history....I had a short LP also with tons of spotting. I hate spotting. I actually didn't even test particularly low for progesterone but now that I'm on prometrium every cycle, zero spotting most of the time and if I get it, it's never early anymore. Short LP was a concern for my RE. Has your said anything about it?
Ya, my siggy refuses to update. I do have documented short LP. I sustained my 2nd pregnancy (only have 1DD) with progesterone. I have progesterone on hand for when/if I get a BFP again.
This is my 2nd month on Clomid. Last month I didn't have any spotting, it was a huge MF.
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BFP #4 2/18/14. EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
BFP #5 7/27/14. EDD 4/9/15... m/c @ 5w4d.
IVF #1 Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN.
IVF #2 Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle. Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
BFP #6 (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15. EDD 11/30/15... CP at 4w2d.
IUI #2: Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN.
BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
the universe can fuck off.
"You are
overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you."
-lastsliverofhope
The stars have aligned for me to get AF ON MFing christmas morning. thanks. thanks for that.
fuck you.
I will be right there with you since I stop BCPs on 12/22, yah for an already emotional day being hyped up. I hope I do not cry to much .
DDF, what the heck made me add up the medical bills for the year this week. Cue minor panic attack and saying something better come from IVF 2.2 or heads will roll.
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome
Re: DDF
Dear Diary,
I really really do not want to fill out my self-evaluation section on my performance plan. I will continue to put that off until January.
I hope that I will be able to survive a trip home for the holidays. Between SIL being 9 months pregnant and my MIL just being her normal self, I pray that I don't kill anyone.
Also, 10DPO falls on Christmas, so not getting a BFN Christmas morning would be great universe, so let's see what you can do about that.
Last night I hosted neighbourhood moms for a festive mom's night in. I was really looking forward to it until one of the moms dropped a pregnancy announcement bomb to me (about someone else who wasn't there) at the beginning of the night. So I drank but was not merry. I wanted to run to my bedroom and cry but had to sit through three hours. I need a break from this mommy group. It's always pregnancy announcements or newborn talk. It's run online with an event calendar so I cancelled all my RSVPs going forward.
DS #1: April 2010
DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
My sister is dating an uneducated dumb ass who is so beneath her in more ways than one (she's a PHD cannidate). Let's just say that education is super important to her and she's settling on him for his money. I can't even figure out how to be nice to him to his face because it's impossible for me to hide my disgust for him. They keep one writing shit about marriage on IG to one another. It makes me sick and I'm reconsidering have her as DS's legal guardian if he's in the picture. I'm so glad I was dating/engaged/married before social media became a necessity.
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
DS #1: April 2010
DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
Plus let's be honest here. I am a POASaholic. I break those IC out at like 6DPO like the true psycho I am.
On the bright side, if I am not KU I can start drinking right away. Nobody frowns at Mimosas on Christmas morning
LOL mimosas would be my reason for NOT testing. Can't feel guilty then if I drank but didn't know.
Sorry I can't remember your exact history....I had a short LP also with tons of spotting. I hate spotting. I actually didn't even test particularly low for progesterone but now that I'm on prometrium every cycle, zero spotting most of the time and if I get it, it's never early anymore. Short LP was a concern for my RE. Has your said anything about it?
DS #1: April 2010
DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
LOL mimosas would be my reason for NOT testing. Can't feel guilty then if I drank but didn't know.
Sorry I can't remember your exact history....I had a short LP also with tons of spotting. I hate spotting. I actually didn't even test particularly low for progesterone but now that I'm on prometrium every cycle, zero spotting most of the time and if I get it, it's never early anymore. Short LP was a concern for my RE. Has your said anything about it?
Ya, my siggy refuses to update. I do have documented short LP. I sustained my 2nd pregnancy (only have 1DD) with progesterone. I have progesterone on hand for when/if I get a BFP again.
This is my 2nd month on Clomid. Last month I didn't have any spotting, it was a huge MF.
BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).
the universe can fuck off.
"You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
I hate IUIs, I hate bfns, and I hate holiday celebrations post bfn. Nope.
On the upside, I got a shirt with a cat wearing a Santa hat and it says, "meowy Christmas" and it makes me happy.
DDF, what the heck made me add up the medical bills for the year this week. Cue minor panic attack and saying something better come from IVF 2.2 or heads will roll.
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome