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aw: hCG down & a long night (other's child mentioned)

TowerClimbersWifeTowerClimbersWife member
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Yay! Doing a happy dance here because I got the call yesterday that my hCG levels are down! Every time I hit a new stage or layer of this journey I have these swirling emotions. It makes me sad to be happy that my levels are down to zero. Such a mind fuck this whole thing is.

Then, I got a call tonight that our little nephew was born. Which is great news for my SIL. MH and I were asked to be the guardians so we really felt like we should go to the hospital. We didn't get home until 1:00am. For the second time today I got hit with a train wreck of emotions. Obviously I am so happy for her, but then the other part of me that is little and hiding and still needing tender care wants to go run away. I talked to DH and he actually felt the same way. Wow!

THEN, in conversation someone mentioned how funny it was that the youngest member of our family is having the first baby. My MIL pipes up and says, "well, they are healthy and young and have a long road of babies ahead of them." ...   ...   ...   then says very quickly, "not that you aren't healthy and young too..." and while I know that she truly didn't mean anything by the first statement - it stung.

Anyway, we went. I held the baby. They were beaming, it was all great. Now I'm home and tired. It is 8:30 am here and I'm seriously considering a non coffee morning drink....

Anyone have a funny gif to cheer me up?
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Re: aw: hCG down & a long night (other's child mentioned)

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  • Nikolie93Nikolie93 member
    So. Many. Emotions.

    If I wasn't so dumb I'd post many gifs for you but I'm on mobile... But I'm dumb.

    I can do a shit ton of *hugs* though!
    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



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  • skategirl128skategirl128 member
    Big hugs!
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  • EIsieMaeEIsieMae member
    I'm not sure how to post gifs while mobile, but I do want to send you huge ((hugs)).
    BFP #1: 5-14-2010, DD born 1-22-2011
    BFP #2: 4-20-2012, Natural MC 5-1-2012
    BFP #3: 7-19-2012, DS born 3-27-2013
    BFP #4: 9-13-2014, MMC discovered 10-27-14 at 10w, d&c on 11-6-14 

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  • catvaughn5002catvaughn5002 member
    Lots of hugs to you. You were great and very strong in going to the hospital.
    Me: 26 DH:28
    TTC - Sept 2014
    # 1 BFP - October 5, 2014 EDD June 5, 2015 CP - October 14, 2014


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  • BookishMommaBookishMomma member
    Yay for your betas being down! Sorry about your MILs awkward comment.
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    Me (35) + DH (37) - Married Sept. 2007
    BFP #1 - DS born 7/11/11
    BFP#2 11/13/13 - EDD 7/29/14 - M/C at 5w3d
    BFP #3 12/28/13 - EDD 9/7/14 - M/C at 4w6d
    BFP#4 3/27/14 -  EDD 12/5/14 - Girl lost to 45X at 8w6d - D&C 
    BFP#5 10/15/14 - EDD 6/30/15 - M/C at 7w2d
    BFP #6 1/5/15 - EDD 9.16.14 [CLICKY for progress]
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  • flyoffeveflyoffeve member

    (Hugs)

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    Me: 31 DH: 36
    Dated Since ‘02, Married in ‘06
    BFP#1 05/16/06, EDD01/16/07, MC 06/12/06 at 8 weeks
    BFP #2 08/14/14, EDD 04/22/15, MC 09/17/14 at 9 weeks

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