So my husband just recently told me he needs space from me. I'm 21 weeks pregnant with our second child.
We started counselling today and my husband mentioned during the session that he has all this ressentiment for me and is scared if we take that away he won't feel anything for me. Pretty heart breaking stuff. I feel like my rock has been taken from me and I'm drowning.
My question is: I have 4 and a half months before I give birth and I have this gut feeling I can't be vulnerable and in labour with someone who doesn't know if he loves me anymore and has completely distanced himself. Am I wrong at this point to not want him with me when I give birth? I feel like I need someone who loves me and is more of a rock.
I do also know my wounds are still very fresh and we are going to counselling but if something was to happen tomorrow (god forbid) I don't know if he could be my person.