1 year since loss

MoreThanSparrows08 · December 2014

So today marks 1 year since I officially lost my twins. It's hard to believe it's been a year - there are days where it still hurts like it just happened, and other days where it's almost like it never happened. Today, I'm not sure how I feel. I feel like I should do something in memory of them, but I'm not sure what, especially since I didn't do anything on their EDD.

I wonder what our life would be like right now with 4 month-old babies. Were they boys or girls or one of each? What color would their eyes and hair be?

Anyway, not really sure there's a point to this post. Just felt like I needed to acknowledge their loss somehow.

ToriGirl2014 · December 2014

I'm glad you shared and that you're remembering your angels today. (((hugs)))

NoeliaV · December 2014

((( hugs ))) mama.

jap618 · December 2014

(((Hugs))) and lots of love to you today.

smcniff · December 2014

((hugs))

I have those thoughts all the time. This Christmas would be completely different with an infant in the house.

Mom2anAngel2 · December 2014

((HUGS)). For me it's 3 years and I still have those feelings. Some days are easier than others, but you never forget.

peggels24 · December 2014

((hugs)) to you my friend.

SamanthaLaura16 · December 2014

Sending Big ((Hugs)) your way.

uneek1323 · December 2014

(((hugs))) and love to you. >:D<

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blackbird818 · December 2014

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Giant (((((HUGS))))) hun. Today was suppose to be my first Angel's birthday....s/he would be 1 year old. :-< I wonder all the time what s/he would look like, be like, etc. I think the 'what ifs' are normal. Lot of love to you today, momma!!

megrae12 · December 2014

((Hugs)) and lots of love, sweetie.

DenaMaree · December 2014

Many Hugs!

footprint · December 2014

So many hugs @morethansparrows08 My loss date is approaching and I have some mixed emotions as well. I hope you find some peace today.

MoreThanSparrows08 · December 2014

Thank you so much, ladies! This is why I love this board! It never ceases to amaze me that people who have never met me can have such love for me and my babies, and so many other ladies and their babies. In short, you ladies ROCK and I will be forever grateful that you have helped me remember my twins today. Lots of love and ((hugs)) all around!

StephieMK · December 2014

(((Hugs)))

carlsonbaby2014 · December 2014

Big ((((hugs)))) and lots of love.

nohalo21 · December 2014

I definitely have had those thoughts. The holiday approaching definitely stirs up those emotions more. Sending many hugs your way.

BackstreetPixie · December 2014

::hugs:: right there with you. My mmc was discovered dec 9 last year.

pblge · December 2014

((hugs)) The anniversaries are so hard. Perhaps this is a good time to figure out something to acknowledge them with? We've planted special memorial plants for ours. Somehow it helps to know there's something tangible honoring angel babies.

sgio7485 · December 2014

I'm a day late but still sending ((hugs)).

littlecookie · December 2014

I'm sorry I missed this, but definitely still sending love your way.

Mel&John2013 · December 2014

I'm sorry, and I'm sending hugs. This is my first Christmas since my loss, but so far I think it's just impossible some moments. I imagine it's more painful going through an anniversary during this time. I hope you can find some peace and happiness this month.

shandorfml2 · December 2014

(((hugs)))

taberbtb · December 2014

Sorry I missed this yesterday. Big (((hugs))) to you. I wonder too what is would be like to have two almost 1 year olds attacking our tree right now along with everything else.

thenichleys · December 2014

Hugs!! So glad you shared and remembered your sweet angels. Time is strange in that way that it seems like yesterday and an eternity ago at the same time. Today would have been my first baby's due date. It's really hard to imagine what life would have been like if I'd be going into labor now.