@cherish1986 thinking about you, girl. Sending you strength to get through your day at work. I have my first follow-up appt. with my OB at 11:45 this morning. Hoping to get some answers to be able to make this difficult process a little easier.
I hope your day at work goes by fast and that it isn't too hard to deal with. I hope it keeps you busy and preoccupied. Im tired and sad today but I'm hoping a nap helps. Hugs!
It was a pretty crappy day especially being my first day back but I did have a nice surprise when I came home. On Black Friday i went on my favorite website, groopdealz.com it's like a flash sale site, they had these number necklaces for $2. I bought the number 7 because our precious Clover would have been born in July. My heart feels full but sad. I feel like my lucky number is 7 now and I will wear this necklace for the rest of my life.
@cherish1986 Feeling okay right now, kind of numb. Going to soak in the tub. I keep imagining twinges and cramps, but I don't think they are real. At the viewing today, there was a tiny little girl running around and it was really hard for me to look at her. I teared up more than once. This is the worst.
Married 10.03.2014 TTC the day we were married BFP October 2014 - Due 7/2/2015 - MMC discovered 12/1/2014 (D&C)
Yeah... I keep holding my belly as if I'm pregnant. It's hard especially being our first baby. It's rough. We just had a 15 minute crying session because we started to put the stuff we bought into a keepsake box. It was tough.
I remember when I put away all of the pg stuff I had bought. I felt like I was just giving up on my pregnancy and I just ran into the living room, sat on my boyfriends lap , and bawled. The feeling was horrible and just thinking about it brings back all of the emotions so I understand what you're going through!
I feel like that's what we did... And I kept thinking that it's our baby's coffin. It was a hard moment because I know she's not here but it hurts that we had to put it all away.
Re: A simple question...
I'll check back in at 5.
our little angel.
BFP: 12/29/15 EDD: 9/15/16!! Please be our miracle baby!
I hope you find some peace.
{{hugs}}
our little angel.
our little angel.
Today we had to go to the viewing for my DH's grandma. I'm still waiting... no signs that my body is going to pass this on it's own yet...
Married 10.03.2014
TTC the day we were married
BFP October 2014 - Due 7/2/2015 - MMC discovered 12/1/2014 (D&C)
On Black Friday i went on my favorite website, groopdealz.com it's like a flash sale site, they had these number necklaces for $2. I bought the number 7 because our precious Clover would have been born in July.
My heart feels full but sad.
I feel like my lucky number is 7 now and I will wear this necklace for the rest of my life.
our little angel.
our little angel.
Married 10.03.2014
TTC the day we were married
BFP October 2014 - Due 7/2/2015 - MMC discovered 12/1/2014 (D&C)
our little angel.
our little angel.