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TTC After a Loss
cherish1986
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sad long intro.
cherish1986
member
On Oct 15 my DH and I found out we would be expecting our first child. We were so overjoyed and happy. I've had a whole in my heart since my dad passed away 13 years ago on Christmas morning, that our positive pregnancy test filled that whole immediately. Not knowing that my period was irregular when went in for what we thought would be our 7/8 week U/S, because the last time I had a period was September 5th. We went in for a U/S and they only found an empty sac. Which we were saddened by this news. They told us to come back in a week and they'll do another U/S and sure enough there was our little baby, with its tiny flicker of a heart beat and at that moment my heart felt so big, so happy, so content. We were going to be parents! On November 17th l, I started to bleed, I was told this was normal, almost every lady bleeds a little during pregnancy. I was never told how much bleeding would be normal bleeding. If it fills a pad? All my questions began with, well should I be passing large golf ball sized clumps? I couldn't get ahold of my OB so I went to the ER on Saturday the 22nd. They found a hematoma, which was scary but they did blood work and an U/S and told me to get some rest and that our baby was fine. Still bleeding I saw my OB on Wednesday before thanksgiving and had another U/S and there was are little gummy bear with a strong heart beat and still alive. We were relived.The doctor said its smooth sailing and we would be fine but that didn't last for long. We told our family because we thought we were in the clear and on Saturday night, the 29th at midnight I had terrible abdominal pain, like something was trying to get out of me and it sent me into shock. we got to the ER and at 3am on November 30th, the ER doctor said those dreaded words, there's no heartbeat and at that moment my world crashed. Are we ready yet to try again, no but we're hopeful that we'll have a living baby one day. Our angel baby was due July 12th and she will for ever be in our hearts.
Tomorrow I go in for my first after MC appointment and I guess I don't know what to look forward to.
To be honest, I'm not even sure if I'm suppose to be here.
Tomorrow I go in for my first after MC appointment and I guess I don't know what to look forward to.
To be honest, I'm not even sure if I'm suppose to be here.
Married: August 16 2014
EDD: July 12, 2015 MC: November 30, 2014 8weeks
Clover Grace
our little angel.
our little angel.
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Re: sad long intro.
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
!*All Welcome**!
Me 28 The Tower Climber 27
NTNP Since January 2014
BFP #1- Nov 10, 2014 EDD July 19, 2015 MC Nov 20, 2014 (5wk 4d)
***Siggy Warning - loss mentioned***
*S15 Siggy January Siggy Challenge - Happy Dance*
ME: 32 DH: 38
BFP#1 - 7/18/14; EDD 3/23/14; MMC 8/11/14 (passed naturally on 8/17/14)
BFP#2 - 12/29/14; EDD 9/10/15 *PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOW!*
Diagnosed with Lyme Disease June 2010 Diagnosed with PCOS March 2011 Diagnosed with Celiac Disease January 2013
BFP #1: August 25th 2013 EDD May 4th 2014 SCH MC October 3rd 2013
BFP #2: February 14th 2014 EDD October 25th 2014 CP February 17th 2014
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im so sorry for all the ups and downs and your loss!!so many hugs to you!!!
~TTC #1 Since 3/2014
~BFP #1 6/2014 EDD 2/11/15
~MMC 7/31/14 @12weeks ~D&C /2/2014
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
My DH and I are in the processing of moving back home and it will be to a different state, so I'll have to find a new one anyways. I really liked my OB but I'm guessing she just didn't listen enough to my complaints.
Thanks for all the well wishes. Y'all are so great. I wish people in the real world were as kind as you. My boss now is pretty shitty. Saying I need to come back to work asap. My last day is the 12th there, so I only have a few more days.
our little angel.
That's what I wasn't to say.
our little angel.
Hopefully only 6 more working days.
our little angel.
@cherish1986, welcome and I'm sorry for your loss. I'm so sorry your boss is being a jerk, that is awful.
When you have time, would you mind removing your pregnancy ticker?
Me-27 DH-29
TTC#1 January 2013
BFP February 27th 2014, MMC ended in D&C
Working on our rainbow!
Curious about my ute?
08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN ,
10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
9/20/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d
10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
IUI #1 - #4 - bfn (late 2015 to early 2016)
01/03/17 - 12mm x 6mm polyp removed from uterus- neg path, yay!
IUI #5 - February 2017. Hoping for some magic
02.22.17 - BFP! EDD 11/01/17
Baby G has arrived! 10/14/17
Married 9/13/14
Me: 24 / DH: 24
BFP#1 10/15/14 - EDD 6/19/2014 - MC 10/23/14
BFP #2: 12/18/14 - EDD: 8/31/15 - MC 1/4/14 5w6d
**Currently Benched until TBD**
My Chart
BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
I am so sorry for your loss!! I hope that finding a new OB will help answer any questions you have. The girls in this group are AMAZING at answering questions! Hugs.
PS: I am angry with your boss! What a jerk!
33 years old, Married Oct '11,
Summer '14: Diagosed with hypothryoidism, pollup, LPD, Low AMH, strong FSH.
BFP: 1/22/15. EDD: 9/23/14. Rainbow baby!
Don't really know the options she's going to give to us, seeing that I have been on the pill for over 5 years and we're anti-pill.
our little angel.
our little angel.
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN