I had another anatomy scan on Sat because halfway through the first one my little guy rolled over and the tech couldn't get the heart shots. When I saw my midwife on Monday she looked up the report and saw that he had echogenic intraventricular foci which is a marker for ds. Our NT scan was normal. I haven't told my husband yet. He is a worrier and if I said that there was a 99% chance that everything was fine he would be hyper-focused on the other 1%. We've also miscarried twice this year (Jan & Jun) so his anxiety isn't completely unfounded. The high risk dr is out next week but I have an appt for genetic counseling, a follow-up ultrasound, and the HR dr in 2 weeks. I might wait until a couple days before to tell DH. Thanks for reading my rant. Any personal stories appreciated.
I'm so sorry you're going through this and that you have to worry about dh's stress on top of it. That's a heavy burden to take on. I hope that whenever you do tell him, he surprises you, and t&ps that everything turns out to be fine. ((Hugs))
Me: 34 DH: 36
Married since 11/11/11 BFP#1 10/5/13 MC 11/11/13 @9wks 3d BFP#2 7/20/14 EDD 4/4/15
Thanks ladies. I do feel a little selfish for not telling him right away, my reasons are that I know he will overreact and I won't be able to reason with him to calm him down. The appt isn't for 2 weeks and he'll just feel helpless during that time. I love him, but patience isn't one of his virtues. @scoutfinch13 Also my older brother has cognitive issues, the highest he has tested at was a 7 yo level. While it's not the same as ds, he did participate in Special Olympics and I did meet a lot of people who have ds. I know it's not a fatal diagnoses but like most moms here I want my baby to have the best shot possible and I am intimidated by any diagnoses that would hinder his health.
I had this with my first. It is only a soft marker for DS and I believe it is more common than you think. We repeated the US in several weeks and everything was fine.
Hope everything turns out well. But I would seriously tell your husband. I'd be super pissed if mine kept something like that from me. You probably would be too. Share the burden. It's both of yours.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I agree that you should tell your husband - you shouldn't be going through this alone and I hope that his support and reassurance will help out you at ease. Try not to stress in the meantime. xo
Thoughts and prayers! And try to remember (as difficult as it is) that ds is totally doable and there are so many special needs programs out there for kids with special needs. This provided me with some comfort when I was told our baby has spina bifida. We know so much more than we ever did and no matter what it's not going to change how much you love your baby. I hope everything goes well at your appt!
T&P's for you. If you don't tell your husband until after those appointments, make sure you tell someone. You can't carry all of this on you alone. My aunt has a 13 month old with downs and he's the light of our families world. (:
Re: T&P please, as results
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS
Me: 34 DH: 36
Married since 11/11/11
BFP#1 10/5/13 MC 11/11/13 @9wks 3d
BFP#2 7/20/14 EDD 4/4/15
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Also my older brother has cognitive issues, the highest he has tested at was a 7 yo level. While it's not the same as ds, he did participate in Special Olympics and I did meet a lot of people who have ds. I know it's not a fatal diagnoses but like most moms here I want my baby to have the best shot possible and I am intimidated by any diagnoses that would hinder his health.