SORRY for the long title. Just wanted to make sure I covered everything. Okay so re introduction: I'm currently 19 weeks 3 days, this is my first pregnancy that has lasted this long. First lost was at 7 weeks and I've had 2 chemical pregnancies. My job pretty much was everything and I could not be as active as I wanted to be in this community but I tried my hardest so The last thing I posted was about my thyroid issues which have corrected themselves without medication which is great BUT I just had to undergo an emergent cerclage due to an incompetent cervix. My cervix was holding up very well until last Thursday. I had my level 2 ultrasound and the tech noticed my cervix started to open about a centimeter. Long story short I had a LEEP procedure done about 10 years ago and that is the reason why my cervix sucks donkey nutts! So here I am today on bed rest for God knows how long and I'm having a hard time connecting with this baby. I cry myself to sleep almost every night because I've had loss before during pregnancy and I'm always thinking the worst. At the beginning of this pregnancy I always thought something was wrong. I became the TP inspector every time I would use the restroom. Once I knew everything was perfect with my baby I stopped being so worried. Then this happened..... Now I'm finding myself feeling disconnected because I'm always thinks something is wrong. Please keep me in your thoughts an prayers. BTW I promise to be a better part of this community!
Re: Semi-lurker; Re-introduction; incompetent cervix; previous loss; t&p needed!
The PgAL board and check-ins here has been helpful for me when I'm feeling detached or emotional.
There are some really positive mantras that helped me.
I totally feel you...but I am hoping that this one will turn out fine for both of us
So sorry you are going through this, but happy that it was caught early. T&P for you and your family (hugs).
Good luck!!
Best of luck!