Sad and broken t&p's plz

Zsmommmy · November 2014

Today is not going well at all. Hormones and emotions are taking over me. For starters my relationship with the bd is nonexistent I see him literally 2 hours a week and that's spread over 6 days of him taking me to and from work. He helps me with my son who is not his and for that I'm very grateful but he rarely even says nice things to me and when we do talk it's him picking on me because I waddle. Week after week I try to make an effort to strengthen our relationship but they always fail I don't have many friends or family to talk to and when I do try to talk to people they all say the same thing. Today I just lost it been crying for awhile and I just don't know what else to do. Everybody says let it go but what they don't understand is how do u let something go that's already gone. Not sure what I need from this post I just needed to vent

StephanieLBerg · November 2014

Sounds like you already know what you need to do. But I'm sorry you're going through this. It isn't fair for him to be treating you like that, especially now. But you're a strong independent woman, and it's obvious you don't need a man in your life to be happy (since you have a son who isn't his). Keep your chin up and know that everything will be ok. You'll get through this.