TTC after 35

Provera withdrawal?

Let me start by saying I am not a crier. When I do cry it's usually minimal and I usually successfully go hide in the shower because I hate for anyone to see me cry.  I'd rather get it out and then have a rational discussion...

So last night my SIL pissed me off. It was something relatively dumb that yes, would have upset me but not to the extent it did.  Thankfully it was just DH and I... he then made a crtical statement (nothing over the top and not in an angry tone.. just that I didn't get what he was saying) and the tears started to flow... WTH?  Thought I was just overtired from the weekend. 

Then this morning on my way to work (after sleeping for several hours) I was thinking about stuff with the holidays and the changes we've made and they started flowing again... and I really wasn't that upset about it.  Discussed with mom last week and was actually happy about the changes.  I swear I cried for almost a half hour for absolutely no reason.  

I am fine now.  Like completely fine typing this, not emotional at all.  SIL just texted another change... still ok.  

I just took my last Provera yesterday morning (was on 2 a day morning and night x 5 days to "reboot" my cycle).  Haven't started AF yet but definitely would have a progesterone drop...  Grrr... just wanted to vent and say assuming it is from the drop Provera created... beware to those of you who are given Provera. Now I am just hoping to get through the day at work without anything making me look like an idiot.  

PS- I don't think it's stress, I really think it's the Provera but maybe the combination.  Handling stress is usually one of my strengths. It really does seem to come in waves which is making me think it's a hormonal thing. 
me:41   dh:43 
Off Mirena Nov 2013, On Nuvaring end of Jan, Back off Sept 2014.  Never ending cycle starting end of Sept... 
11/14 Provera failed... cycle continues 
12/14 High FSH (57 "midcycle")  OBGYN had no clue... about anything 
01/15 More lab results coming back from RE. U/S showed small (1")cyst on left ovary, thin lining, and couldn't locate right ovary so  possibly straight to DE and IVF 

Occassionally mess with the chart below to see "what if" and learn (not to make it pretty but because FF stays drunk with me).  

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My Ovulation Chart

Re: Provera withdrawal?

  • Hugs.  Hormones are the worst.  I was a mess right before starting AF after my first medicated cycle.

    Hang in there!
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    DD, 6/15/2013
    TTC #2 beginning January 2014
    AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11

    July 2014: IUI #1.  Follistim + Pregnyl.  2 follicles--BFN
    September 2014: IUI #2.  Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone.  4(?) follicles--BFN
    October 2014: IUI #3.  More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone.  4 follicles--BFP!  Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158.  M/C 11/1/14
    December 2014: IVF #1.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  9R, 9M, 9F.  3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
    April 2015: IVF #2.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  16R, 15M, 12F. Transferred 2 5-day blasts 4/12 and froze 4--BFP!  M/C 5/25/15
    August 2015: IVF #3.  14R, 13M, 11F.  Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing.  3 normals.  FET planned for 10/2015.



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  • Agree that hormones suck and are no joke. The progesterone drop is what causes PMS so you have had an extra steep progesterone drop because of the meds.  Hugs.
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    DH: 45
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    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
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  • Thanks @davie813 and @tlc35.  I hate feeling like I am losing my mind and not "in control".  I've never had many PMS symptoms so I now have a newfound appreciation for those around me  who get "moody".  
    me:41   dh:43 
    Off Mirena Nov 2013, On Nuvaring end of Jan, Back off Sept 2014.  Never ending cycle starting end of Sept... 
    11/14 Provera failed... cycle continues 
    12/14 High FSH (57 "midcycle")  OBGYN had no clue... about anything 
    01/15 More lab results coming back from RE. U/S showed small (1")cyst on left ovary, thin lining, and couldn't locate right ovary so  possibly straight to DE and IVF 

    Occassionally mess with the chart below to see "what if" and learn (not to make it pretty but because FF stays drunk with me).  

    image
    My Ovulation Chart
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