Fuck I need all the drinks. I just tried to put DD2 to sleep and I got a call from Jamaica. My parents are there, left here on Friday. It was my mom, she was hysterical crying saying it's my step dad. "He went to walk out of the restaurant and just started pouring blood everywhere. They think he has an internal bleed. An ambulance is coming. There is so much blood." Cue my freak out, breakdown. I call my sister. She stays calm and calls back to Jamaica. As of right now the bleed has stopped he is conscious and they are waiting for an ambulance. His blood pressure is low and his pulse is high. The hospital is 25 minutes away. I need some T&P's please.
Just fuck. I'm upset and unreasonably angry. Like why must they be gone now. Almost always, something bad happens while they are there (this is the 3rd time one of them need care while there). I know it's stupid and unreasonable to be pissed they go on vacation there. I'm so freaked out. I worry that my sister is trying her hardest to calm me down and might not be 100% truthful on the outlook( I am much closer with my step-dad. He is the only dad I've known since I was 3). I don't like that they were STILL waiting on an ambulance and a hospital is so far. It doesn't help that he's been drinking and taking aspirin daily (thin blood)...word vomit.
I'm so sorry @stra0111. I really hope he gets help immediately and is ok. Scary when something like this happens so far away. Seems to never fail. Hugs.
So my sister thinks that he may have had an ulcer on his lower intestine or something to that effect. He has had polyps on his colon before that were removed. He has had issues in that department. She thinks this because that is the area the bleeding came from and because it has now stopped. She spoke to him and he is in good enough spirits. Saying the worst part is the ambulance ride will cost a thousand bucks (SO him! Lol). I guess I feel a bit better with that info. I'll feel much better when he is at the hospital.
I am sick, DS is teething , and DH is on a cleaning spree, so I am just gonna stay out of his way. I go Friday to find out results of my blood tests for diabetes. I am thinking about going to Dairy Queen for a Chocolate Xtreme Blizzard while I can with a semi-clear conscience...
Hubby lost the only pacifier that we hadn't yet managed to misplace. Do putting Squeaker to bed was super fun. I also anticipate a lovely night.
Most days we run out of alcohol. Mostly because I keep drinking it. Which is mostly because I'm not very good at this mom thing, and we are trying to potty train DS. Which will be super fun now that the snow is here and it's BFucker cold out all the time.
I want to buy all the things on iTunes but my fucking internet won't connect.
I live in a bubble. I have no idea WTf is going on with most of the world.
It's snowing here too. Very thankful I 1, grabbed more wine when I grabbed my anti-anxiety meds, and 2, put the damn car in the garage with the remote start set neither of which hubby did when he drove my car last).
Okay, so last update is they made it to the hospital and they are running tests. It is most likely tied to his previous issues. Therefore not life threatening. I feel 100 times better. However, I'm pretty sure I will be scarred for life from that first phone call from my mom. It legit sounded like my step dad was dying. Anyways I'm gonna try and sleep.I feel like a truck hit me. Thanks everyone who sent their thoughts!
Re: I have beer
I go Friday to find out results of my blood tests for diabetes. I am thinking about going to Dairy Queen for a Chocolate Xtreme Blizzard while I can with a semi-clear conscience...
Hubby lost the only pacifier that we hadn't yet managed to misplace. Do putting Squeaker to bed was super fun. I also anticipate a lovely night.
Most days we run out of alcohol. Mostly because I keep drinking it. Which is mostly because I'm not very good at this mom thing, and we are trying to potty train DS. Which will be super fun now that the snow is here and it's BFucker cold out all the time.
I want to buy all the things on iTunes but my fucking internet won't connect.
But an Ativan an hour after drinking one beer should be cool
It's snowing here too. Very thankful I 1, grabbed more wine when I grabbed my anti-anxiety meds, and 2, put the damn car in the garage with the remote start set neither of which hubby did when he drove my car last).