Another update

Flamingemu · November 2014

So I have been dreading posting this all week and just waiting for another Dr appt this morning for more information. I love most all of you and want to share since you have been so supportive.

I am going to just post what I put on 2IF because I don't think I can type it all out again without losing it...

Things aren't looking very optimistic here. I got the all clear from my surgery to be a normal person again. The HSG showed that my uterus is wrecked so much that no one can see my tubes from the inside. I had a salinesono today that proved that my entire uterus is not clear still, even after the surgery. All of that means that the only way I will able to get pregnant is IVF. But wait, there's more...

I am on a 30 day course of estrogen with a 10 day provera at the end. I am praying to everything I can think of that I actually bleed. If I still get no period that means my uterus is not able to heal itself. In its current condition, I will not be able to carry my own children.

I have been ugly crying since the appointment. I really need to start bringing my husband to my appointments.

Flamingemu · November 2014

Also, the cross out was just a bit of humor, which I obviously need.

BeebopandBuddy · November 2014

I'm so sorry. Hugs.

MRoxy0628 · November 2014

I'm so sorry to hear this and that you're going through this. I'll be thinking good thoughts for you that you get a period after the 30 day treatment. And yes, start bringing your H to appointments! Hugs.

AKB090609 · November 2014

I'm so sorry! I'll be hoping that you bleed and that you continue to heal, my thoughts are with you (creepy internet hugs).

Pokedot · November 2014

I am so sorry! You've been through so much. I hope there is some light at the end of the tunnel for you! FX IVF is still on the table. Start bringing DH too. It's an incredible support to just have someone there. I'll be thinking of you.

hmp1 · November 2014

I am sorry you got this news. I'm keeping the hope and prayers that you will find a happy ending to all of this.

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PenelopePond · November 2014

This breaks my heart. I am so so sorry

I hope AF shows up, and that eventually IVF is possible for you. Big huge hugs.

MrsKipper · November 2014

I'm so sorry for this news you've gotten. My heart truly breaks for you. I so hope that you get your period soon and can move forward from there. I'll be praying for you. Hugs!

bosha711 · November 2014

I'm so very sorry. I'll be praying for the best case scenario! Big hugs.

watercolor5 · November 2014

Lots of hugs- so sorry to hear.

Hyaline · November 2014

Flamingemu said:

Also, the cross out was just a bit of humor, which I obviously need.

It's ok, some of us are downright unloveable

Humor is your friend--take as many doses as you want!

Hyaline · November 2014

So sorry to hear this, you blazing emu of awesome--I know you're a strong, smart, incredible woman, but let yourself cry if you need to.

Bighair12 · November 2014

I am so sorry.

willy_gert · November 2014

I am so sorry flamingemu! I so was hoping and praying for good news for you! I will keep hoping and praying that you get a period, it could be a first!

Flamingemu · November 2014

The funny part is when I get a new nurse and she asks for the first day of my last period. When I tell them 12/06/11 they always tell me I must be wrong. I just tell them, no, that is why I am at the office. Seriously though, the look they give me is hysterical.

Flamingemu · November 2014

Thanks for all the love ladies.

jenndub · November 2014

So sorry to hear this. I will be sending you awesome period vibes (first time I've ever sent those so they should be strong) and hoping for the best possible outcome for you. I'm so sorry that you have to go through all of this.

AlinnJo · November 2014

I am so sorry to hear this. You have been through so much already and I've been hoping to hear some good news. I will be thinking about you and sending some positive vibes your way. Thanks for keeping us updated. I know it's been so hard for you. Hugs to you!

Holly_1007 · November 2014

Oh lady, you have been in my thoughts, I'm so sorry you didn't get good news! I will be crossing all of my cross ambles that AF shows up at the end of this cycle! *huge hugs*

tinyhumantoe · November 2014

I missed this earlier. I am so sorry

I have been thinking of you. Sending loving thoughts your way! ((Hugs))

amandad715 · November 2014

I'm so sorry Emu, that is some news to take in all by yourself! I'm sending positive thoughts, healing prayers and AF vibes your way.

danabsd · November 2014

I am so so sorry. I'm thinking of you and hoping things start to look up.

27boo · November 2014

I'm so sorry to hear this. I will be keeping everything crossed for you.

TayScott1 · November 2014

I'm so sorry love!

Nita2603 · November 2014

I am so sorry you got this kind of news. Big hugs. I am crossing my fingers for you to get a positive result after your 30/10 treatment and then IVF may be an option if you so choose.

miss50 · November 2014

Emu, I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this. I wish I cold just giant bug you. Sending lots of prayers your way.

smb+jab · November 2014

I am sorry sorry for you and just want to give you a big creepy internet hug. I have known so many women who have had struggles who did shouldn't have. However there was a light at the end of every tunnel and every story had a happy ending. you are a very strong woman and i have to believe that your happy ending is out there. fingers crossed that good things come you way soon!

pharmer78 · November 2014

I'm so sorry...I'll send all the positive period vibes, healing, prayers you need!

eshee8198 · November 2014

I am so, so sorry. I can't even imagine how stressful the whole thing must be for you. I hope you get some good news, soon.

In the meantime, I think wine, pampering, and retail therapy are totally justified.

Thinking of you.

melody921 · November 2014

I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. Fingers crossed this treatment makes a difference. And yes, definitely start bringing your DH to appointments. That is too much to process on your own.