I am only 18 years old and recently discovered that I am pregnant. I am not ready for a child and I feel that I will not be able to care for it as the young one would need. So adoptions was my choice over abortion. Now I'm trying not to get attached to the baby and I plan on taking a vacation right after the delivery so I can deal with my emotions in a relaxing setting. My family and I have been thinking about hawaii but I'm worried I won't be able to swim. Please give me any advice you other mothers have on how to deal with the emotional stress and where do you think I should go on vacation that I could fully enjoy myself.