It's been almost 6 months since his birth. I can't believe this has been my life for the last half of a year. I feel like he should still be a little nugget bundled up in his swaddle and held with his head supported. But no, he is big. He laughs and babbles. He sits on his own and loves to play. He eats food. I watch him studying things and learning simple physics of the world and I am mesmerized by him. This is the beauty of life - learning and loving. He is growing and learning so fast that I sometimes feel like I'm going to miss something. My favorite thing to do on my free time is watch him. Hugs and kisses, the whole nine yards. But just watching him learn is so fulfilling.
Re: Mesmerized by my child
1st BFP-8/17/12! Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US. D&C.
2nd BFP-2/13/13! Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
3rd BFP-5/22/13! By early June, progesterone plummeting. Another loss.
August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
Dear Son born 5/28/14
Jess & Adam, married 2009, precious Audrey born in 2011. BFP 1/6/13, 6-wk MMC discovered at 9 wks 2/11/13. D&C 2/18/13, second D&C 4/23/13 for retained placenta.
BFP 8/24/13!! EDD 5/1/14, delivered healthy and sweet Zoey Leanne on 5/5/14 by repeat c-section.