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issytex12issytex12 member
edited November 2014 in Late Term and Child Loss
Hi all not posted in here before, i lost my baby boy noah 1 year ago to congential cmv, he was born early at 33 weeks and whilst he was big the cmv has caused problema in his lungs and brain so he simply didnt know how to breathe. My husband and i celebrated his first birthday yesterday by lighting lanterns and letting them fly away. I also me and my daughter tied a birthday card to a balloon and let it go. Ive woken up today feeling so empty its like last year all over again and i dont know what to do :(
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  • msunshine123msunshine123 member
    I am so sorry for the loss of your son Noah. Hugs to you and your family as you just celebrated his 1st birthday - such a beautiful way to celebrate him. It's such a roller coaster we all are on, but we are here for you when you need us.
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  • stefugestefuge member
    Welcome. I am so sorry for your loss of Noah. I hope that your time spent celebrating him on his first birthday was comforting and healing. We recently celebrated our sons first birthday as well, and while it was a rough day, it was also very healing to get past that first anniversary.
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    DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency
    DS2 born still 8/28/13 at 32 weeks via emergency c-section due to a complete placental abruption - cause unknown
    Baby #3 on the way, EDD 2/29/16.  Originally twins, but we said goodbye to Baby B at 8 weeks.
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  • Maybe JoleisaMaybe Joleisa member
    I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy, Noah. What a beautiful celebration on such a sad anniversary. ((Hugs))

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    IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
    IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
    IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
    IVF # 3 (June 2013) = BFN 
    IVF # 4 (September 2013) = BFP Fraternal twin boys! (Loss at 21w6d due to IC on 1/26/14...devastated.)
    3/21/14--TAC (transabdominal cerclage) w/Dr. Davis in NJ
    IVF # 5 (May 2014) = BFN
    FET (August 2014) = BFN

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  • ikrystalikrystal member
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    I am so sorry for your loss. I love that you celebrated him with lanterns.  We hate to say "welcome" to the board, but I am glad that you found us.  I hope you find a lot of support here. 
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  • lexusolsenlexusolsen member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I love that you celebrated his birthday with lanterns.
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  • issytex12issytex12 member
    Thankyou for everyones kind words :)
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  • CheesyPeasCheesyPeas member
    Welcome to the board.  I am so sorry for your loss of Noah.  I love the way you celebrated his first birthday and am so sorry the anniversary is bringing back your feelings from a year ago.  I hope being in the company of other loss mamas provides you with some comfort during this difficult time.
    November 2010 - 10.5 week loss  o:) 
    October 2011 - DS (7)  <3 
    July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)  o:) 
    August 2015 - DD (3)  <3 
    April 2018 - 5 week loss o:) 

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  • VyD81VyD81 member
    *siggy warning*

    I'm sorry for the loss of your son, Noah. 
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    BFP #2, EDD 12/26/14, please be our rainbow.

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