Hello (loss mentioned)

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• Mom2anAngel2 member

  October 2014

  ((HUGS)). Angelversaries are really hard. Our son's 3rd angelversary is coming up in a few weeks. The first year we did a lot of crying and visited him in the cemetery. We also believe that he is a guardian angel watching down over us all. There really is no easy answer as to how to get through the day. Just follow your heart and do what makes you feel good or helps you remember.

  

   

  
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  BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

  BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

  BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

  BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 
  

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• littlecookie member

  October 2014

  Welcome and congrats on your pregnancy.
  
  I'm so sorry for the loss of Noah. Someone on the TTC after loss board went and took photos around town that day. It was beautiful. I hope you're able to find something that feels right for you and your family.

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• pblge member

  October 2014

  I'm so very sorry for your loss. Welcome to this board and congratulations on your new pregnancy!
  

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• peggels24 member

  October 2014

  I'm so very sorry for your loss.  Congratulations on your pregnancy and welcome to the board - the ladies here are absolutely fantastic.

  BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013

  BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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• KJsbabe member

  October 2014

  ((Hugs)) I'm so sorry for the loss of your son. Welcome and congrats on your new pregnancy.

  
  

  BFP #1 5/20/10 Natural MC at 5w4d 5/28/10
  BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
  BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
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• Mel&John2013 member

  October 2014

  I'm so sorry for your loss.

  And congratulations on your new pregnancy.

  
  

  We spent our son's birthday looking through photos of him, and spent a lot of time at his spot at the cemetery. We had chairs, had lunch and talked about him and to him, and just spent the day remembering him. It was a hard day, I won't lie, but we tried to let ourselves feel whatever we needed to feel.

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• issytex12 member

  October 2014

  Thankyou guys i havent really spoken about it at all so all this is new to me. We are doing lanterns hopefully on saturday if the weather holds out. I couldnt bring myself to bury him so ive got his ashes in my bedroom i just stare at them i cant let go of them yet im not ready

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• NoeliaV member

  October 2014

  I am so sorry for your loss of your dear, sweet Noah. I'll be thinking of you and sending you ((( hugs ))) as his birthday approaches.

  

  BFP: 12/20/13 EDD: 08/23/14 (discovered m/c at 8w5d)

  BFP: 09/22/14 EDD: 06/06/15 (hoping for our rainbow)

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• Samuelismomma member

  October 2014

  So sorry for the loss of your sweet Noah:( welcome and good luck..

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• KMW08 member

  October 2014

  I'm sorry for the loss of your precious Noah. I believe pregnancy & infant loss grief is an area where there's really no right or wrong. however you need to cope to get you through is just fine and you don't have to ever feel like you're 100% ready to move on.
  
  I haven't experienced a late loss, but even being an early loss momma I've found that the fear of loss never truly goes away. I remind myself daily there's nothing I can do to jinx this pregnancy, this is a new and completely different pregnancy than my others, and I'm thankful to be pregnant again.
  
  I think the lanterns are a beautiful way to celebrate Noah's birthday. (((Hugs)))

  BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
  

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