Pregnant after a Loss

*update* intro and anniversary date

kstone941kstone941 member
edited October 2014 in Pregnant after a Loss
Hi! I'm new. So here is my story. I found out I was pregnant in August 2013. We went to our first appointment and we got to see our little baby. I was due April 4 2014. We went to our 16 week appointment, the doctor couldn't find the heartbeat but assured me it was just the Doppler. We did an ultrasound and the doctor turned the screen (not a good sign) he told me he was going to send me for an official ultrasound and said " I hope that I'm wrong." We went. He wasn't wrong. October 22nd 2013 my life turned upside down my baby died at 13 weeks. So here we are. I'm 12 weeks pregnant. My next appointment is October 23rd. I am freaking out to no end. How do I not think that history is going to repeat itself especially because its the same dates. I need some calming words. Today I'm pregnant, and I love my baby.  

*UPDATE* I have to tell my good news. We went to the doctor yesterday and it took her a very long time to find it and I started getting very very very nervous and then she heard it for a split second and was like whoop! there it is I heard it so you can breath!! So then she finally got it and it was defiantly a heartbeat! Sounded just like a horse galloping. I cried. I couldn't believe it. Just wanted to share some happy news! 

Re: *update* intro and anniversary date

  • Congrats on hearing the hb!! This pregnancy has almost an identical timeline as the one I lost. PGAL brain sucks at the best of times, and the feeling of déjà vu only makes it worse. (((Hugs))) to you and congrats again!!






     


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    Anniversary

    TTC Since 04/01/13 

    BFP #1 04/28/13 Its twins! EDD 01/08/2014 MMC confirmed 06/27/13 D&C 07/17/13

    BFP#2 05/19/14 EDD 01/30/2015 Please be our rainbow!

    My Ovulation Chart

    *~*~* All AL Welcome*~*~*


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  • Congrats on a great appointment!!

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    Pregnancy Ticker

    BFP 5/19/2013. MC 7/2/2013 (9w6d) with est. loss at 8w. Miso 7/3/2013 and emergency D & C 7/6/2013.

    BFP#2 11/6/2013.  CP 11/14/2013.  

    BFP #3 12/13/2013.  Beta #1 @ 15dpo- 239. Progesterone 27.  Beta #2 @17dpo - 90.  CP 12/21/2013

    Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.  -Philippians 4:6-7

    All PgAL and PAL welcome.

  • Congratulations! So sorry for your loss.
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    ***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. :'(  Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen.  => M/C @ 8 wks. :'( Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! :) Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
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