i know everyone has their own stuff going on, but I need to vent somewhere. We have had one heck of a month, most with DD's health, which makes it feel worse. Two weekends ago we went to Indiana for a family baptism, and by the time we got there her eye was swollen shut. We go directly to a treatment center to find out she has pink eye and an ear infection. We drove 8 hours to be quarantined in our hotel room and did not get to see any family. This past weekend DD woke up with a swollen wrist and hives everywhere. Our doctor thinks it is an allergic reaction to her meds from her ear infection from the other weekend. She was on Benedryl all day Saturday and it did nothing. She started steroids yesterday to see if that will help. She woke up this morning looking terrible with redness, swelling, and hives again. I guess I am calling the doctor again. It makes me so scared that she does not seem to be getting better. We found out our dog has another bladder infection with two different bacterias, so now she had to be on antibiotics for the next 6 months to be proactive. The doctors thought I was in preterm labor, at 31 weeks, thankfully I am not. DD2 is sitting on a nerve that causes me constant stabbing pain throughout the day and makes it feel like she is going to fall out. On top of this DH has been working 6 days a week for the past 2 months, plus worked Sunday this past weekend so I have dealing with all this on my own. I feel so emotionally and physically drained. DD2 better stay in until all of this calms down. Hopefully I will not have any more preterm labor scares. I am ready for October to be over!! Oh yea and I was woken up at 5 this morning by our dog puking in bed....fun times!

Re: I Surrender October
Henry Cavill...You're welcome!
BFP #3: EDD 1/10/13 **DS born 12/30/12!!!**
BFP #2: MC 7/2/11 @ 12 weeks
**Missing our February '12 LoveBug**
BFP #1: MMC discovered on 12/6/10
TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby