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Coming over from SIF

HawaiianSunset09HawaiianSunset09 member
edited October 2014 in Pregnant after a Loss
Hi everyone! 
Im currently just over 4w pregnant with baby #2. Our most recent loss was twins at almost 9w pregnant in August. We are cautiously optimistic as so far my betas seem to be the best they have ever been. (74 on Friday, 505 today...woah!) Im having so many emotions I wasn't expecting to have...like guilt for being excited about this new pregnancy because I know I wouldn't have this baby if it wasn't for losing the twins. Gah, that sounds awful now that I have typed it. :( 

Edited because I only have half a brain right now. 
.Became a mama to my sweet little boy after 3 years of waiting and praying in October '12. Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

Miscarried twins from our first IUI cycle. D&C on August 14th, 2014
Second IUI cycle: BFP
Beta #1 (13dpiui): 74 Beta #2 (16dpiui): 505 Beta #3 (18dpiui): 1205
First Ultrasound- 6w2d 110BPM! Our baby has a heartbeat!!
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  • Mom2anAngel2Mom2anAngel2 member
    Welcome and congrats! I think those conflicting emotions are very normal. I think we all have those feelings in one way or another. We never forget about our angels, but it is still okay to celebrate our current blessings.

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     TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)

    BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

    BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

    BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

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  • JustinsGirl2011JustinsGirl2011 member
    So sorry for the loss of your twins. It's normal to feel the way that you do. Congrats on this pregnancy & great numbers. Wishing you a H&H 9 months!
    BFP #2 3/19/14      EDD: 11/28/14
     Femara + Gonal F + Ovidrel  3/6/14  IUI #3 (plus 2x acupuncture)

    Team Pink!!
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    BFP #1 7/22/13   EDD 3/29/14   MMC 8/13/13
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  • nohalo21nohalo21 member
    Welcome and congratulations! Your feelings are quite normal. I thank my angel every day for letting me have this blessing. 
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  • HawaiianSunset09HawaiianSunset09 member
    @nohalo21 I guess I havent thought of it that way. 

    Thanks everyone! I knew I would be nervous and have anxiety, at least until we establish that baby is IN there and growing well...but the guilt came so out of the blue. 
    .Became a mama to my sweet little boy after 3 years of waiting and praying in October '12. Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    Miscarried twins from our first IUI cycle. D&C on August 14th, 2014
    Second IUI cycle: BFP
    Beta #1 (13dpiui): 74 Beta #2 (16dpiui): 505 Beta #3 (18dpiui): 1205
    First Ultrasound- 6w2d 110BPM! Our baby has a heartbeat!!
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  • BookishMommaBookishMomma member
    Hi there! I recognize you from 2IF. I'm right behind you, with an EDD of June 30. Hoping we both get to stick around!
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    Me (35) + DH (37) - Married Sept. 2007
    BFP #1 - DS born 7/11/11
    BFP#2 11/13/13 - EDD 7/29/14 - M/C at 5w3d
    BFP #3 12/28/13 - EDD 9/7/14 - M/C at 4w6d
    BFP#4 3/27/14 -  EDD 12/5/14 - Girl lost to 45X at 8w6d - D&C 
    BFP#5 10/15/14 - EDD 6/30/15 - M/C at 7w2d
    BFP #6 1/5/15 - EDD 9.16.14 [CLICKY for progress]
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  • beckynsean11beckynsean11 member
    Congrats!! That guilt feeling is totally normal, don't beat yourself up. I'm in a similar position, I wouldn't be pregnant with this baby if we hadn't lost our girl. Hoping for the very best for you!

       Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
    SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
    BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
    Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
    Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
    ~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
    New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
    Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
    Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
    Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
    "We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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  • mrsjg2013mrsjg2013 member
    Congrats and welcome!! :)
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  • peggels24peggels24 member
    Congratulations & welcome!!
    BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013
    BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

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  • littlecookielittlecookie member
    Congrats. Welcome!
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  • LuvLoveXoLuvLoveXo member
    Congrats and welcome.
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  • Samuelismomma Samuelismomma member
    Welcome and congrats!
    ***ticker warning*** DS 3/27/12 born 6 weeks early....my perfect boy !! Lilypie Third Birthday tickersLilypie First Birthday tickers [url=http://lilypie.com][img]http://lb1f.lilypie.com/z5R8p1.png[/img][/url] image<a href="http://www.thebump.com/?
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  • Mel&John2013Mel&John2013 member
    Congratulations! Welcome!
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  • chicagojackiechicagojackie member
    Welcome. Be gentle with yourself and your feelings. Congratulations.
    BFP #1: It's a GIRL! DD born October, 2012
    BFP #2: m/c at 7w, February, 2014
    BFP #3: It's a BOY! Please be our rainbow! Due February, 2015
    *everyone always welcome*
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  • smcniffsmcniff member
    Congrats and welcome!


    BFP #1 11/02/13, EDD 07/04/14, BO diagnosed 12/12/13 at 9w5d
    BFP #2 6/12/14, DD born 2/21/15

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  • luciddreamer106luciddreamer106 member
    Congrats and welcome!
    Multiple TTCAL 1image
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    BFP #1: EDD 4/16/13~~blighted ovum w/ 2 gestational sacs~~Loss on 9/18/12
    BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
    9/13, 10/13, 1/14: letrozole + trigger + TI = All BFNs
    3/14: IUI#1 letrozole/Bravelle/Menopur + trigger = BFN
    BFP #3: EDD 1/27/15 Please be our rainbow! ...Team Green


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  • lindsay443lindsay443 member
    So sorry about your loss!  Don't feel guilty.  Pregnancy after miscarriage makes us all feel conflicting emotions.  Sending positive vibes your way!
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  • MrsTuna08MrsTuna08 member
    Congrats and Welcome!

    My fur-babies Chuck Norris, Stella, and Lucy
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    BFP #1 1/4/14; EDD 9/16/14;  mc 1/17/14 
    BFP #2 3/12/14; baby girl born 11/21/14          
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  • HawaiianSunset09HawaiianSunset09 member
    Just had my final beta and it came back at 1205 for a doubling rate of 37hrs! I asked the nurse about how high my #s are for where Im at and she said we should mentally prepare for twins...I had 3 follicles at IUI time.. and my gut has been saying basically since before conception that it would be twins.. It will be crazy if Im right! 
    .Became a mama to my sweet little boy after 3 years of waiting and praying in October '12. Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    Miscarried twins from our first IUI cycle. D&C on August 14th, 2014
    Second IUI cycle: BFP
    Beta #1 (13dpiui): 74 Beta #2 (16dpiui): 505 Beta #3 (18dpiui): 1205
    First Ultrasound- 6w2d 110BPM! Our baby has a heartbeat!!
    BabyFruit Ticker
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  • NoeliaVNoeliaV member
    Welcome and congratulations :) 
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BFP: 12/20/13 EDD: 08/23/14 (discovered m/c at 8w5d)
    BFP: 09/22/14 EDD: 06/06/15 (hoping for our rainbow)
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  • sgio7485sgio7485 member
    Congratulations and welcome! I think conflicting feelings are totally normal and don't be surprised if they stick around - I'm still feeling them at 27 weeks!
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    BFP #1 10/5/13 MMC 11/13/13 D&C 11/15/13
    BFP #2 5/14/14 EDD 1/19/15 Beta 1: 728 Beta 2: 1858 We have a heartbeat! 166 @ 7w3d  Please be our RAINBOW!
    Baby G is a BOY!

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  • kj808kj808 member
    Congrats and welcome. You deserve to be excited about your pregnancy and yet sad about the loss of your twins at the same time.
    May '15 January siggy challenge:
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    DS 10.2.07 | DD 7.27.10 | 4 angel babies
    BFP #7 | EDD 5.15.15 | It's a BOY!
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  • pblgepblge member
    Welcome and congratulations!
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    ***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. :'(  Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen.  => M/C @ 8 wks. :'( Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! :) Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
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