Update from Jaz

jaztastic · October 2014

Hey D13!!

First let me say thank you all for those that come over to F15 when you got wind of the passing of my nephew. This past week has been so hard on my family but coming on TB and seeing all the love and support was very uplifting. THANKS SO VERY MUCH!!

With that being said, I've been having a little bit of a hard time being with the dichotomy of being happy for the pregnancy, celebrating with friends and family as they come over to visit; and at the same time grieve the loss of baby for and with my sister. Its a very hard thing to do.

We are 2 days away from V-day!! Which for anyone with 3T or early loss V-day is a big deal. I still cant believe it. Dolce is VERY active, constantly rolling and giving me the ill timed crotch punch. All the movement gets annoying but I'll take it. He is measuring pretty about 10days ahead, but since I was IVF we know my dates are pinpoint accurate so my EDD isnt changing. We just think we are going to have a big baby or that he may come a little early.

It hit DH last night that we are 1 month away from baby shower #1 and he had a mini panic attack, which made me laugh hysterically. I've only been telling him for the past 2 months to get his crap together because the baby will be here before he knows it.

My mother and a few friends are throwing me a huge over the top wedding reception style baby shower, and my sister and 2 other friends are throwing me a more traditional afternoon tea party shower. (The same guests are not invited to both)... and I found out that my MIL didnt want to cooperate with my mother and decided to throw a shower of her own. So Dolce and I will be attending 3 showers in the month of November. (overkill much) Anyway Im happy and just trying to soak it all up. I cant wait to come bursting in here AW pictures.

Here is my HDBD pic from yesterday! And remember I always have love for my D13 gals!

ugoglencoco · October 2014

You look beautiful! Sending continued prayers for your family at this tough time.

I'm so glad dolce is doing so well, he is going to be a party animal after attending all those baby showers! But hell, you deserve it!