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VerolynVerolyn member
edited October 2014 in Trouble TTC a Sibling
Hi all!

I have a 2.5yr old son (no TTTC, took about 6 months) and we have been TTC a sibling for about 20 months, 22 cycles. I have tracked 17 of those cycles on fertility friend and my average cycle is 30 days, never going over 35. I am on CD40 right now, BFN on CD36 and this morning. I almost feel dumb for getting my hopes up again. Doesn't AF know this is cruel?

While I've been struggling with IF, literally every person I know that has even thought about trying has gotten pregnant. 30+ people on my former BMB, over a dozen people in my playgroup, and another half dozen personal friends. I had a TTTC buddy for 6 months on my old BMB but she ditched me when she got her BFP. She gave birth last week & here I am still not pregnant. That was hard.

I've been from- getting hopeful every cycle- to why is this taking so long?- to crying every time AF shows up- to f this! Right now I am just "whatever". I didn't cry when I got the BFN today because it's my normal.

I hope I can find a little place here. I think the girls on my old BMB (I don't remember my login here, we migrated to another social media site a long time ago), don't know what to say to me anymore. And then there's the new people on the board that start TTC and are like "OMG, why is this taking so long??" after 3 months that make me stabby. Then they get their BFPs and move on while I'm left behind...
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  • barackollamabarackollama member
    Welcome! You have me wondering if we share a BMB. Mine is going through the same phase.
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  • Reagan1010Reagan1010 member
    Welcome, but I hope your stay here is short and sweet. I feel you on everyone passing you up and leaving you behind. DS's bff is 3 months older than him. He has 2 younger brothers. DS told me he wanted a brother the other day and I almost started sobbing. :( I know how you feel. I've only been trying now for 14 months but I'm on cycle 17.
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  • purplehaze11purplehaze11 member
    Welcome, you are definitely not alone here.

    DD 15.07.2012

    BFP #2 01.18.2014, MMC 04.10.2014 15w5d

    BFP #3 07.18.2014, MC 07.31.2014 5w6d

    DX: RPL due to submucosal uterine fibroid. Hysteroscopy 12/16. All clear!

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