Hi everyone, i first wrote here when my baby was about 2 weeks old. She's now 9 and a half months old. A lot has changed, only my mood still goes up and down sometimes. We both have the flu right now, not feeling well at all.. this reminds me those days where i needed help to do many stuff. This situation where im not feeling well, nights are not easy all this makes me feel in a very bad mood. I need air again, going out with my husband, meeting friends-i miss that. Being sick while my daughter is sick too, and not able to hold her a lot makes me feel like a bad mom. Being home now isnt easy. my husband is helping a lot, doing everything since i berely leave bed... Does it make sense that I'm in a bad mood again? Just like in the beginning....?