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Long night of the soul (Siggy warning)

elephantsonpatrolelephantsonpatrol member
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One year ago tonight a freak accident occurred and I fell. Right around now actually I was staring at the fluid running out of me. It was just like it was Tommy's hopes and dreams spilling on to the ER floor. His heart was beating but his lungs at 19 weeks just couldn't keep it going. I was induced and the next day Tommy was born.

So much has happened since then. Tears of grief. Tears of hope. Now tears of joy. Growing there right now are two little brothers. It seems incredible that they have almost the same due day. Each appointment is a bittersweet echo of a year before.

Tonight thoughts go back to a year ago. Reliving everything, remembering everything. Tommy will never be forgotten. But today there is also hope and anticipation for the days to come. I know Tommy is watching over them and us. 

And I pray he watches over each of you too.  
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IVF#1 - BFP 6/18/13 - Tommy born sleeping 10/1/13

IVF#2 - BFN

IVF#3 - BFP 6/5/14 EDD 2/14/15 TWIN BOYS  - MATTHEW AND TIMOTHY ARRIVE 12/2/14

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Re: Long night of the soul (Siggy warning)

  • lexusolsenlexusolsen member
    I'm so sorry for the loss of Tommy. I hope your rainbow babies continue to be healthy. I will be thinking of your family today and tomorrow.
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  • luckyclover0922luckyclover0922 member
    ((Hugs)) to you sweet momma and very excited for you to hold your rainbow babies!!

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  • stefugestefuge member
    Thinking of you and all of your precious boys! ((Hugs))
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  • princezjkprincezjk member
    ~~~Sig Warning~~~


    I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Tommy. My rainbow pregnancy also was really close to the due date if my angel, so it was like reliving the year all over in a lot of ways. Sending you lots if (((hugs))) for strength and T&P.














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  • BgirmaBgirma member
    This is such a beautiful tribute to Tommy! Thank you for sharing it with us. Thinking about you and your rainbow babies!
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  • forevermyfenixforevermyfenix member
    So so beautiful. Prayers are with you as you go through your grieving and anticipation for your twins
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  • VyD81VyD81 member
    *siggy warning*

    I'm sorry for the loss of Tommy. 
    I loss my son last year at 29 weeks, his due date was 12/11. I'm expecting a rainbow baby girl on 12/26 and I can understand how each appointment and milestone are reminders of last year. 

    Wishing the rest of your pregnancy is easy and uneventful. 
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  • msunshine123msunshine123 member
    I am so sorry for the loss of your son Tommy. I am sure Tommy is watching over you and his younger brothers. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. ((hugs))
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