Hey everyone! Happy Sunday! Hoping you all are in good spirirts.
Sorry Ive been MIA for a couple of weeks..but its been a long hard exhausting time away from you all. Glad to be back..and with some good news!
So from my last post..i finally left my job (never to return again =D> lol) Just felt like it was time for me to be that stay at home mom me and my bf had dreamt of and my kids prayed for. Plus the fact that im high risk kinda pushed the idea into reality even more. I have been going regularly to my weekly NST/BPP test and regular visits...and as of last week...they are finally saying "I could expect her FOR SURE before my csection date OCT 6th! \m/ Now don't get me wrong, I am about to come up on 38 weeks (via my dr miscalculated EDD earlier on in my pregnancy) this Wednesday...but it has just been such a long road with my princess. From the midnight runs to the ER due to extreme pressure, pain, soreness, crazy strong contractions, leaking..its been a lot. Ihave also really "let go" of trying to do everything. I remember from earlier post...ive addressed my OCD and control issues with my mom, bf, soon to be mother in law, sisters, etc...I am letting it go! We had to cancel my baby shower yesterday due to Fridays dr visit. They basically told me to expect her within the next couple of days...and I was not trying to be at my shower....with a ton of family and friends..and go into labor..not to mention all the hassle/stress the days prior would bring. Luckily my sisters stepped in and are planning a "sip and see" for my princess so I don't have to worry. So now..im just all about playing the waiting game lol My birthday is tomorrow....im feeling like I have a ton of energy..but lil mama is sittin super low under my pelvic bone..and something tells me I am about to get the best birthday gift EVER! LOL please keep up in your prayers tonight ladies...and STAY BLESSED!
Re: Happy Sunday yall...im back..and have a progress update :)