Hi ladies. I have been lurking on this board since May, but have not had the courage to post. I am trying to be positive about this pregnancy now that I have made it to V-day.
My history is in my siggy, but for those in mobile I can give a brief summary. DH and I struggled with IF for 2 years before our first BFP. Unfortunately, our son was born sleeping at 19 weeks. We were then blessed with our rainbow in January of 2013. My next BFP ended as a missed miscarriage on Christmas Eve last year. I feel blessed to be carrying a little girl right now, but really struggle to remain positive that she will come home with us (which is why I have been lurking for so long).
I am a member of the Jan13 BMB, PgAL board and PAL board. I am hoping that coming out of the shadows and participating on Jan 15 will help me to look forward instead of stressing all the time.



TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby
Re: Intro from a lurker...
Welcome. I'm sorry for your losses and hope that participating in the board will help you connect with your little rainbow. Congrats on v-day! I hope you have a great pregnancy!
Wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months!