Unfortunate intro

4N6s · September 2014

I was suppose to be due 4-8-2015. On Monday, when I was 10 weeks 5 days. I found out the baby no longer had a heartbeat and was measuring at 9 weeks even.
This was my first pregnancy and I was completely devastated.
The doctor wanted me to miscarry naturally, which I was terrified about doing.
Last night I started bleeding heavily. Every 15 minutes or so I got up to go to the bathroom. A ton of blood, every time. After about 3 hours, I was walking back to bed and completely passed out. My husband said I was unresponsive for at least 30 seconds.
I thought I was going to die. I've never been more scared in my life.

I ended up in the ER and am doing "ok" now.

I can't imagine going through this again.... Definitely the worst experience of my life.

I read almost every post on here and am praying for you all.

Here's to hoping for a healthy baby in the future.

joolaya · September 2014

I am praying for you too! Glad that you are doing alright now, considering everything that happened.

bansel92813 · September 2014

I'm praying for you and I'm so sorry for your loss! I had an ultrasound at 10 weeks 5 days and the baby had no he and was measuring at exactly 9 weeks. It has been the hardest thing! I'm here if you need to talk!

ctk181 · September 2014

I'm so sorry for your loss. Your loss story is similar to mine. It is so hard! Sending T&P your way. Big hugs! PM me if you ever need to talk!

meredithcarole · September 2014

So sorry for your loss.

katie0919 · September 2014

I'm so very sorry for your loss! Lots of T's and P's headed your way. HUGS

4N6s · September 2014

@bansel92813‌ wow! It's the exact same situation!
I hope you're doing well now.
This whole process has been a nightmare.

4N6s · September 2014

@KateLM‌ you're so strong. I couldn't imagine going through this twice.
I was so sad to leave the April group...!

Isn't it crazy that after you hear the heartbeat the chances of miscarriage go down to 5%? I thought I was free & clear.

but everyone I know that's had a miscarriage also heard the heartbeat.

I wanted to have a d&c so everything could be over and done with, but my doctor didn't want me to and talked me into waiting.... And I ended up in the ER.

kyliehopeful · September 2014

I was in the April group too and also heard a strong heartbeat a week before baby passed. While I realise someone has to be in the 5% I am still finding it hard to accept. I'm struggling with jealousy over seeing anyone pregnant at the moment and I hate feeling this way

4N6s · September 2014

@kyliehopeful‌ I'm struggling with that 5%. We are in that 5% and it's hard to accept.

It's been hard seeing everyone announce that they're pregnant and due in April. That was suppose to be us too! It's really hard knowing I won't have a child in April, but I'm so happy for others who will have that opportunity.
I'm not jealous, because I know our time will come, it just makes me sad!
I wanted to be there with them.

Try your best to stay positive! I'm trying my best. It's hard though.