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TTGP fever

spainy17spainy17 member
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I decided today that I have pregnancy fever.  Not baby fever, not really even the actual pregnancy fever, just the anticipation of deciding to get off BC and having naughty-feeling unprotected booty fever.  The freaking out omigosh-i-have-to-pee-on-a-stick fever.  The I-have-a-secret-and-no-one-knows fever.  Basically I am craving the AW-ishness of making a baby but not the actual baby.  Which is a step in the right direction I guess, even if completely selfish. 

There is no point to this, I just was feeling anxious about it today and trying to pin down my actual feelings on the subject.  :)  

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  • this decaf lifethis decaf life member
    spainy17 said:

    naughty-feeling unprotected booty fever.  

    Did you forget how to make a baby?

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  • spainy17spainy17 member
    bwahaha @thisdecaflife, I don't mean IN the booty!

    And this is what I mean exactly @MichieU79, I just want the excitement of making a baby and for me my first pregnancy was fairly easy (the last week was bloaty and gross but no morning sickness, etc.) so in my head I glamorize the early pregnancy part.  I recognize that this is far from the actual experience and would be way different with a toddler.  That is why I was wistfully putting my fever feelings out on here instead of actually acting on them :) 
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    spainy17 said:
    bwahaha @thisdecaflife, I don't mean IN the booty!

    And this is what I mean exactly @MichieU79, I just want the excitement of making a baby and for me my first pregnancy was fairly easy (the last week was bloaty and gross but no morning sickness, etc.) so in my head I glamorize the early pregnancy part.  I recognize that this is far from the actual experience and would be way different with a toddler.  That is why I was wistfully putting my fever feelings out on here instead of actually acting on them :) 
    @spainy17: Tell me about this "excitement" you speak of? I feel like we're in purgatory. ;-)

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    @URMySunshine77

    Hahaa, yeah, I joke that my baby experience up until the actual baby was the karma that led to my 36 hour labor, resulting C section with sepsis, perforated uterus after IUD and baby with coclic and reflux.  We got pregnant in one try and I had the happy perky pregnancy that makes people want to barf (because I was not barfing, teehee).  That is why that part is romanticized for me but that I am terrified of the actual baby part since once she was here everything went to hell in a handbasket.  Heck, that is why we are on the fence about number two in the first place!  Like @ClaryPax said, I just miss the thrill of the two pink lines, wiggly baby kicks in my belly, the "glow."  Not anything real.  :) I have said numerous times now that our daughter is healthy and fun that if I could just make a another 18 month old that I would do that in a second. :)

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    I NEVER thought I would say that.  Beofre kids I thought people were crazy saying that they thought the toddler stages were better than the baby stages but I now ABSOLUTELY agree. 

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    @spainy17 and @ClaryPax: I have conveniently forgotten all of the most difficult parts of pregnancy, labor, and infant rearing!

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  • spainy17spainy17 member
    Ugh @b0710 that sucks.  Evil aunt flo shows up at the crappiest times.  Hope that this next round is your lucky one. :)
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