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PGAL Brain is the worst yesterday was a long day

kaynix21kaynix21 member
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Sending a hug to anyone who needs one.

After spotting for two days on and off the spotting suddenly changed from brown to red and I completely freaked out and panicked. My first loss was at 5w5d, yesterday was 5w4d - so it made my panic even worse. I called RE and they let me come in for an u/s.

After crying and completely losing it the whole way there, the whole time I waited in the office, and crying through the ultrasound, the RE finally informed me that everything looked exactly as it should for 5w4d! Hard to see much, but there was a little squiggle that should be the little pole and the sac. It was a cute squiggle. 

Already a milestone for us in a way. When we had our loss an ultrasound showed that it had not been big enough to have been nearly six weeks along, so things are going better in that respect. RE couldn't tell me why I was spotting but said it was common in about 20% of pregnancies and she didn't see anything that concerned her.

Trying to breathe a sigh of relief that everything looked OK.

I feel so badly for my husband though. He's gone right now and he was so worried about me and LO when I called him on the way to the u/s. He cried when I told him everything was OK. He just wants to be home with us. :(

I am still scheduled for an ultrasound on Monday, I'll be 6w3d then, so hoping we can see a little more. 

My mom is flying in and spending a week with me, hopefully that'll help my sanity a little bit.


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TTC: Started May 2012
Bloodwork - potential ovulation issue which seemed to be fixed by clomid.
SA - Mot (36%) and count low 9.3 mil (updated) 
HSG - Oct 16 2013 - came back clear
Clomid #1 - Nov. 2013 - BFN
BFP#1 =  Clomid #2, Dec. 2013 - EDD 9.9.14 Loss Jan 9
Femara #1 + Trigger (2/21) Feb. 2014 +ruptured ovarian cyst - BFN
SIS clear
April 2014: 50IU Follistim CD3-CD9 + 25IU CD10-CD13+CD13 trigger 1 mature follie= BFN
IUI #1: May 2014 50IU Follistim + trigger + IUI = BFN
IUI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + IUI (3 mil sperm)=  BFN
TI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim  + Trigger = BFN
BFP#2 = IUI# 3: Aug 2014 75IU Follistim+ Trigger + IUI (2 mil sperm) EDD May 15

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Re: PGAL Brain is the worst yesterday was a long day

  • ASRDHASRDH member
    Hugs! I was so happy to see the yolk sac at 5w2d. A squiggle sounds exciting! Hold on. Each day has its own worries and its own successes!
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  • ASRDHASRDH member
    edited September 2014
    I'm happy your mom is coming. Nothing is more comforting than Mom!... Until the next U/s...:)
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  • luciddreamer106luciddreamer106 member
    I'm glad everything is ok. I hope the spotting resolves soon so you can have some reassurance.
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    BFP #1: EDD 4/16/13~~blighted ovum w/ 2 gestational sacs~~Loss on 9/18/12
    BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
    9/13, 10/13, 1/14: letrozole + trigger + TI = All BFNs
    3/14: IUI#1 letrozole/Bravelle/Menopur + trigger = BFN
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  • kaynix21kaynix21 member
    Hi @luciddreamer106 nice to see another Sept gal here and hope you're doing well! 

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    TTC: Started May 2012
    Bloodwork - potential ovulation issue which seemed to be fixed by clomid.
    SA - Mot (36%) and count low 9.3 mil (updated) 
    HSG - Oct 16 2013 - came back clear
    Clomid #1 - Nov. 2013 - BFN
    BFP#1 =  Clomid #2, Dec. 2013 - EDD 9.9.14 Loss Jan 9
    Femara #1 + Trigger (2/21) Feb. 2014 +ruptured ovarian cyst - BFN
    SIS clear
    April 2014: 50IU Follistim CD3-CD9 + 25IU CD10-CD13+CD13 trigger 1 mature follie= BFN
    IUI #1: May 2014 50IU Follistim + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IUI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + IUI (3 mil sperm)=  BFN
    TI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim  + Trigger = BFN
    BFP#2 = IUI# 3: Aug 2014 75IU Follistim+ Trigger + IUI (2 mil sperm) EDD May 15

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  • mpiemontmpiemont member
    Glad you got some reassurance. Hugs!
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  • pblgepblge member
    Glad everything is okay! Hope you get to see a heartbeat next time!
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  • Samuelismomma Samuelismomma member
    Glad everything turned out well! Praying you will see heartbeat Monday !
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  • peggels24peggels24 member
    So glad that everything looked good!
    BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013
    BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

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  • footprintfootprint member
    I'm happy that everything looks good! It is great your RE was able to get you in yesterday. I'm sending t&ps and positive vibes your way!

    Married August 2003

    BFP: January 8, 2012
    Due: September 5, 2012
    DS: August 14, 2012

    BFP: November 5, 2013
    Due: July 11, 2014
    MMC Detected d&c: December 29, 2013 12w5d

    BFP: June 10, 2014
    Due: February 16, 2015


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  • kj808kj808 member
    ((Hugs)) to you sweetie! Pgal brain really is the worst! I'm glad you got some reassurance though and i'll keep my FX for you that all looks well at your next appointment!
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  • kaynix21kaynix21 member
    Thanks for the support everyone, I really appreciate it! <3

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    TTC: Started May 2012
    Bloodwork - potential ovulation issue which seemed to be fixed by clomid.
    SA - Mot (36%) and count low 9.3 mil (updated) 
    HSG - Oct 16 2013 - came back clear
    Clomid #1 - Nov. 2013 - BFN
    BFP#1 =  Clomid #2, Dec. 2013 - EDD 9.9.14 Loss Jan 9
    Femara #1 + Trigger (2/21) Feb. 2014 +ruptured ovarian cyst - BFN
    SIS clear
    April 2014: 50IU Follistim CD3-CD9 + 25IU CD10-CD13+CD13 trigger 1 mature follie= BFN
    IUI #1: May 2014 50IU Follistim + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IUI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + IUI (3 mil sperm)=  BFN
    TI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim  + Trigger = BFN
    BFP#2 = IUI# 3: Aug 2014 75IU Follistim+ Trigger + IUI (2 mil sperm) EDD May 15

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  • LaRomana09LaRomana09 member
    Sorry for the bad PgAL day, but I'm glad that everything looks good so far!  FX for a great US on Monday!

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    TTC since March 2012 
    BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13 
    MMC discovered at 10 weeks (baby measured 9 weeks) D&C on 3/16/13 
    BFP #2  CP on 3/31/14
    BFP #3  8/11/14  EDD 4/22/14
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  • ToriGirl2014ToriGirl2014 member

    (((hugs))) lady.

    I also suffered from unexplained spotting early on and got the same unassuring explanation from the OB.  Everything turned out to be OK.  That PGaL brain understandably goes crazy at the sight of any color in the undies.

    Hopefully everything stays on track and you end up in the same camp as me.

    ;)
    BFP#1 - M/C on 12/23/13
    ~*~*~December 2014 PGaL ~*~*~
    Rainbow baby born on 12/19/2014

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  • Danielle0311Danielle0311 member
    Spotting is so scary, so glad everything is still looking great though!

    Me (30) DH (31) Married 5/13, TTC since 2/13
    BFP #1 Blighted Ovum resulting in D&C on 11/1/13
    BFP #2 Ectopic Pg, lap surgery on 3/12/14, R tube removed

    BFP # 3, EDD 2/21/15 * please be our rainbow*
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  • nohalo21nohalo21 member
    Glad they let you come in for some piece of mind. I spotted from 5-11w with my first. She is 3yo, currently snoozing in her bed. They never had an explanation. It definitely puts fear into things. Thinking of you and hoping that squiggle grows. 
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  • tigerlily2015tigerlily2015 member
    I'm so glad that you had a positive ultrasound! I hope that you continue to get good news in the coming days and weeks.
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    BFP #1 on 3/26/14.  M/C on 4/29/14 (Blighted ovum).
    BFP #2 on 7/6/14.  EDD 3/19/15. 
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