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Happy Weekend to all!!!!!

TTC since Sept 2012
M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13
Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely
BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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  • matiekaematiekae member
    edited September 2014
    TP to this whole day... Missed the whole husker game (not that it was great to watch) because I was at work and they couldn't get the radio to work AND the only other employee in my department just put in her 2 weeks. We just opened a new store far away from any relief with few pharmacists available in the area. With only two weeks to find some one we will just have to take who we can get... And that is a terrible feeling. Also, turnover in the first 2 months we are open looks so terrible to the public eye. Eta: removing an unnecessary mean comment... And to say sorry to @jjbmstinco‌ for bursting that bubble :)

    BFP#1: 8/5/14 EDD: 4/17/15 MC: 8/20/2014
    BFP#2: 10/10/14 EDD: 6/23/15 Grow, Baby. Grow!!
                                                              
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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    ((hugs)) @kcrkcs and @matiekae

    Its ok. I figured it was coming. :)  I am sorry that you are both having rough days.  Major TP's all around.

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

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  • matiekaematiekae member
    @kcrkcs that sounds terrible. I hope it all turns out to be bullshit. Hang in there!

    BFP#1: 8/5/14 EDD: 4/17/15 MC: 8/20/2014
    BFP#2: 10/10/14 EDD: 6/23/15 Grow, Baby. Grow!!
                                                              
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    @medic7979‌ oh man I am so sorry about that!! That's just awful. Big hugs to you. Small tp to your h too. ;)
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    @EurydiceNymp-did you look like this?
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    @medic7979-((hugs))  Men can be so clueless sometimes.

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

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  • paintdadantapaintdadanta member
    @medic7979‌ - So sorry you had to deal with that from both sides ((hugs))

    ***pregnancy mentioned***

    TP to DH's friend. He called last week to tell DH they were expecting so we weren't blindsided (I accidentally found out from DH on our trip) and they said they were keeping it off Facebook until much later because they didn't want to upset me. Login tonight and ultrasound pictures are plastered all over my feed from their 8w appointment. Not what I wanted to see especially since our only u/s diagnosed our MMC. I've tried unfollowing and other methods but it's still there. I may have to deactivate mine now. If you say you aren't going to post about it don't especially with pictures! Seriously, why say anything at all if you weren't going to do it? I've lost all respect for them.
    Life is a balance of holding on and letting go.

    BFP #1 05/19/14, EDD 01/19/15, MMC 06/12/14 

     BFP #2 10/10/14, EDD 06/19/15

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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    Big TP to my BFN this morning (12/13 dpo) on a FRER.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    @medic7979 thank you!! I hope that's it. Ugh.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    @rslh10‌ sorry love. Hugs!

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    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

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  • Km380Km380 member
    @rslh10 (((hugs))) fx it's too soon!

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • stinybeanstinybean member
    edited September 2014
    TP to myself for completely smashing my phone screen onto the sidewalk. It is unusable. FX that I can get a replacement without paying too much. I have insurance but who knows. @rslh10‌ I'm sorry honey. @paintdadanta‌ I don't understand why people say things if they're not going to follow through. Those people suck! @medic7979‌ I'm sorry. Husbands just don't understand. And TP to the coworker too! @kcrkcs‌ I'm so sorry that your client is such a gossip. In what world did she find that appropriate? @matiekae I hope things work out and you find a good employee. Eta: I'm using mh's iPad and I don't know whats up with the formatting. I'm sorry if this turns into a block. I swear there are lots of spaces in between.
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  • Km380Km380 member
    TP to cramps, AF and a hangover. It's a triple whammy today. Think I'll go back to bed now

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • Km380Km380 member
    @EurydiceNymph‌ running outside is so different than the treadmill. Don't beat yourself up over 1 run, you still did it and that's what counts! Pacing isn't easy without the fear of face planting. I use a a garmin running watch and it's still difficult

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • stinybeanstinybean member
    @Eurydicenymph and @ashtog thank you for the suggestion. I have a Samsung Stratosphere, and I have already ordered a replacement from the insurance.
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  • Km380Km380 member
    @LDubHawksFan‌ (((hugs))) I hope the rest of your day is relaxing, treat yourself to something nice and comforting

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    LDubHawksFan said:

    TP to myself for thinking I could handle a baby shower....and for procrastinating on shopping, so I was at Buy Buy Baby right before it. I almost started crying in the store looking at all the things we should be needing soon. Then everything at the shower was about kids and pregnancy (expected) but when DH's friend's wife who is due a week before we would have been started getting comments and someone actually said "oh February babies are the best!" I had to remove myself.

    Oh love I am so so sorry :( big hugs. You're feelings are totally normal. <3 take care of yourself.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • MenrandesMenrandes member
    TP to facebook.  I think I'm done with it. 
    I just got blindsided and feel like I've been punched in the stomach. 








    We met in middle school. We got married 15 years later in a February blizzard of 2010. 
    TTC since February 2010
    Diagnosed with Lyme Disease June 2010 Diagnosed with PCOS March 2011 Diagnosed with Celiac Disease January 2013
    BFP #1: August 25th 2013 EDD May 4th 2014 SCH MC October 3rd 2013
    BFP #2: February 14th 2014 EDD October 25th 2014 CP February 17th 2014
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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    @Menrandes‌ ((hugs)) facebook is the devil sometimes.

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

    Everyone Welcome

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  • stinybeanstinybean member
    @LDubHawksFan‌ I'm so sorry honey. It's bad enough that you had to deal with being at a baby shower and then to have to deal with another pg just plain sucks. (((Hugs)))
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