First, thank you all for the incredible words of kindness in my September post yesterday. I've been feeling so low.., your thoughtfulness and messages really touched my heart.
I had a horrible night. Bad dreams, dreaming I lost this baby, feelings of sadness.. Woke up this morning feel numb and weak.
I had a regular appointment today, and knew I would finally get to schedule our anatomy scan. I was so wound up going in, bawled the whole time.
My doctor is very understanding and sympathetic to everything we've been through.., she knew if I could just see baby on the screen I would feel better - so she pulled some strings and got us in for an anatomy scan this afternoon.
OMG I have never cried so many happy tears. Baby looks perfect, everything measuring right on track, all organs doing what they should...
and we are having another BOY!!!
I can not even out in words what it means to me. I was so happy to have a boy when we had Finn (team green), and losing him made me feel like I lost that chance to raise a boy. To have that back - to get a second chance.. I can't express enough love and joy.
I love this baby boy so much. My heart grew today. I'm simply overwhelmed.
Thank you again for all your support. You ladies are the best. xo
Re: Thank you, doctor, and a surprise anatomy scan..
BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
April 2014 - - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
A/S 8-22-14 - Its a BOY!!
12/15 Checkup & heard his beautiful heartbeat
ALL WELCOME -
Began trying for a baby January 2012
BFP 4.25.2013 EDD 1.3.2014 MMC 6.3.2013 D&C 6.19.2013
BFP 11.3.2013 CP 11.6.2013
BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014
TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby
BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
DS2 born 2/22/13
MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
DD due 5/9/15 Please be our RAINBOW
Married August 2003
TTC since Sept 2011, Unexplained IF
Oct 12 - Jan 14: 3 clomid/TI cycles, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 IUIs, 1 BFP (MMC @ 12w), 2 more IUIs
Feb 14: Gonal-f + IUI #5 = BFP! (EDD 11/4/14)
Baby boy arrived 11/13/14!
EDD 5/2/14, NMC 9/11/13
EDD 10/15/14, CP 2/8/14
IF Diagnosis: PCOS, MFI
Current Cycle: 5 mg Femara/1000mg Metformin + TI = BFP, EDD 4/23/15 Please be our RAINBOW
**ALL AL/IF Welcome**
My Chart
TTC since March 2012
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13
BFP #3 8/11/14 EDD 4/22/14
Femara + Gonal F + Ovidrel 3/6/14 IUI #3 (plus 2x acupuncture)
Team Pink!!
ALL ARE WELCOME