Ok, so, I know I've said here that I know BD is talking about how I'm keeping DD away from him and all this other crap. I have a source, I'm not making it up. However, I met up with a friend of mine last night who is also friends with BD and she told me that he is not playing the victim. That everyone knows that HE screwed up so horribly. I also found out that psycho cunt bitch is currently in jail for assault and possibly a few other charges. Because she attacked BD and the girlfriend of BD's best friend.
So, I now have two conflicting stories. And tomorrow night, I'm attending a party that BD and some of his friends are attending. I was worried about it before, because I assumed I was being portrayed as a monster to these people, but now I'm just angry. Not because I'm not being painted as a monster, because, for real, I'm more relieved. But, I don't know, I just don't understand what the fuck he's doing. He knows absolutely nothing will happen between us ever again, but he has a fucking daughter that he's met 3 times. She's 14mo old. I can understand not wanting to hang out with me and BF while he sees her, but that was our deal. I can't see him without BF there. I might lose my shit.
I don't know, I just needed to kind of vent/cry about this for a minute and I know that no one here at work will understand.
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