I'm nine weeks and a few days pregnant and losing my mind. I have had spotting almost every day for the last 5 weeks. I went to the Er in mid July thinking I had a cyst that was ready to burst. Worst experience of my life. To make that long story short, I went from finding out I was pregnant to having the er dr. Grab forceps and pull something out of me. I was devastated to say the least. I was told my levels were at about 4000 but she was sure I had miscarried and words were "I'm sending you for and ultrasound but don't expect to see anything.
An hour later I went for my unsound and found a healthy growing baby. The Dr told me not to get attached and sent me home. The three days I waited to see my dr were the longest of my life. But there again was a growing baby on the ultrasound. And mylevels in the late 7000. As well as four cysts.
I have now seen the heartbeat and my levels keep rising. I'm on stricked pelvic rest and the spotting has slowed down. However it is red when I first wake up and then I'll go all day with out any unless I have a bowel movement. ( sorry if tmi) but still I just want it to stop or know what the hell is causing it.
To get to the point I'm starting to feel helpless. Has anyone else gone through anything like this? Is there anything I can do? We feel so a lone. We have three other friends who are all pregnant and talk freely about it. I want to feel connected to.