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~~~Thursday Crazy Train~~~
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I'm your new Thursday conductor so lets get this train a rollin'.
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This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent about our cycles. If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, or you just want to pee on all things, let it out here!
In order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a lot of your questions just by looking at your chart! To learn more about charting, check out the charting course that FF offers:https://www.fertilityfriend.com/courses/
The CT is not the place to post a BFP. If you have a "squinter" or if you have a line that appeared after the time frame, please do not post about it here. Take a step back from the board, test again with FMU, and good luck!
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Crazy level from 1-10:
CD/DPO:
Can I just ______ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms:
Explain your Crazy here:
I'm your new Thursday conductor so lets get this train a rollin'.
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This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent about our cycles. If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, or you just want to pee on all things, let it out here!
In order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a lot of your questions just by looking at your chart! To learn more about charting, check out the charting course that FF offers:https://www.fertilityfriend.com/courses/
The CT is not the place to post a BFP. If you have a "squinter" or if you have a line that appeared after the time frame, please do not post about it here. Take a step back from the board, test again with FMU, and good luck!
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Crazy level from 1-10:
CD/DPO:
Can I just ______ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms:
Explain your Crazy here:
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Re: ~~~Thursday Crazy Train~~~
CD/DPO: 33/14 according to +OPK and FF which I dl last night.
Can I just ______ already?!: get the AF show on the road or get a BFP
Signs/Symptoms: I've had crazy heart but and cramping for a good week and a half now. I feel like my body temp has gone up too. I just feel warm.
Explain your Crazy: I'm a going batshit crazy. AF was due 8/24. The only time I've ever been this late was when I was pg. I've poas for the past week and nothing. They have all been BFN. Work isn't helping either with this CT. I had heartburn so bad yesterday morning I puked. I was told that's not exceptable and need a drs note for not coming in today too. My boss wanted me to call her @ 4 am this morning to tell her I wasn't coming in. I said no. This is more then a 12 hr notice. Needless to say along with some other horriable issues at work, I will be handing in my two week notice. I work conditions are terrible and I don't get paid enough to do the work of three people. It makes me think too....did the stress of this job have anything to do with my loss?
choo-chooo
Hi mlal!! :-h
Are the tests all from the same batch? Are you sure on your dates? Can you post a link to your chart?
I'm sorry work has been so stressful. You can't play the 'what-if' game about your loss; you'll drive yourself crazier. And honestly women is war zones have babies so the stress factor myth is kinda bull-honky.
@Greeneyes842 no I'm not temping. I've been contemplating it. I just need to get a basal. Also all the HPT were clearblue and first response tests. Go figure after I get done typing up this CT mess I go to the bathroom and AF is starting to show. It's going to make for a great weekend. At least now I know I can enjoy some beverages this holiday weekend and not be worried.
CD/DPO: CD13
Can I just ______ already?!: Get my H to give it up
Signs/Symptoms: +opk last night, great u/s this morning with IUI scheduled for tomorrow
Explain your Crazy here: I got a +opk last night so I tried to initiate HIO but DH was like "nope, what if we need to IUI tomorrow." We didn't and now he won't tonight so he can "save it for the IUI" tomorrow. That puts our attempts leading up to O as zero. (We last HIO on Saturday) He promises that we'll HIO tomorrow night or Saturday morning but he has a history of "performance anxiety" when it matters so I'm nervous that we won't actually get any HIO in and have to depend solely on the IUI. I know it only takes one and the IUI probably sets us up for the best possible chance but it's important to me that we also connect around this time and he just doesn't understand that.
Crazy level from 1-10: 7
CD/DPO: 27/10
Can I just ______ already?!: Can it just be Saturday!??!
Signs/Symptoms: A fair amount of obvious momentary sharp twinges, maybe peeing a little more than usual, on & off crampy
Explain your Crazy here: So FF shared this article about triphasic charts and their prevalence in pregnancy. I read it a little while back and thought it was interesting. Well fast forward to now and I'm looking at my chart and I remembered reading about this 2nd temp rise at implantation that may or may not happen. I'm not obsessing over it, but it did pique my interest. What do you think? In less than 48 hours, hopefully we will know.
DS2 born 2/22/13
MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
DD due 5/9/15 Please be our RAINBOW
Everything is looking good so far. FX for a BFP Saturday!! You've done all you can at this point.
:-B I'm doing my best
DS2 born 2/22/13
MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
DD due 5/9/15 Please be our RAINBOW