TTC After a Loss

=====Tuesday Crazy Train=====

This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent about our cycles. If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, or you just want to pee on all things, let it out here!

In order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a lot of your questions just by looking at your chart! To learn more about charting, check out the charting course that FF offers:https://www.fertilityfriend.com/courses/

The CT is not the place to post a BFP. If you have a "squinter" or if you have a line that appeared after the time frame, please do not post about it here. Take a step back from the board, test again with FMU, and good luck!

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Crazy level from 1-10:

CD/DPO:

Can I just ______ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:

Explain your Crazy here:


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Re: =====Tuesday Crazy Train=====

  • I'm also a booby squeezer today :)

    I'm going to pass on riding today- though my temp did go up and that made me smile, which is crazy because it could mean absolutely nothing.
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  • I think I need to ride today. @mlal78 I did the same thing this morning!!

    Crazy:7
    Can I just poas already!!

    Cd 21/ 8dpiui (wait I counted the day of IUI too is that right?)

    Symptoms: cramping, some tingling/pulling in my ute, boobs are a little sore, exhausted, achy lower back

    Explain your crazy: all of my "symptoms" could be progesterone or pms. Beta check isn't until next Wednesday. At this point I think I could still get a false + from the trigger. Is it Saturday yet? I think that's the day I give in

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • mlal78 said:

    Just saying:
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    I am managing to keep the crazy in check so far.  Though I have been squeezing my boobs a bit this morning to see if they are getting the 7dpo soreness :P

    Well hello there! Try poking them ;)

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  • CreechMommyCreechMommy member
    edited August 2014

    Crazy level from 1-10:

    CD/DPO: CD 24/DPO 10

    Can I just ______ already?!: Get a BFP or AF

    Signs/Symptoms: Same as yesterday - I've been a boob squeezer too ;) a new symptom today is a sharp pain that comes and goes around my right ovary.  Not bad and only lasts for a second.  I'm hoping it's not another cyst :( I had a cyst discovered during my last pg, but I never felt any pain from it.  Took a while to go down after m/c and now I'm hoping it's not back.  

    Explain your Crazy here: Well I jumped the gun and took a FRER today, BFN :(  I know 10 DPO is early, but it's still a little sad.  I just want to know one way or another so I can move on with my life!!

    Edit: Oh and a slight temp drop today??  I'm like obsessing over it, but it's still above the coverline.  This is my first cycle temping so I don't know what's "normal"



    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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  • https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/51cf68

    Here you go @AmyBunny30  I forgot to do it at first and it wouldn't let me add it in an edit

    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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  • Think I need this today >.<

    Crazy level from 1-10: About a 9?

    CD/DPO: CD 29. I got messed up in charting with my trip and H being home for a week, but I think I'm at about 13-14 DPO

    Can I just ______ already?!: Have ANYTHING happen

    Signs/Symptoms: I've literally had nausea for the past week and a half. Last night I couldn't keep my eyes open past 7. I have a very light amount of blood, but only if I reach for it. And my nipples look weird?

    Explain your Crazy here: Took a test yesterday. Looked to me like a very light squinter, but of course H couldn't see it and told me I'm crazy. Can't test again until payday (Thursday), but of course by that time if the blood is coming, it will likely have come.

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    F born June 2018
    W born September 2020
    #3 due November 2022
  • @creechmommy I had a temp dip yesterday and got all bent out of shape for no reason, and today it shot way up, highest it's been since O, so don't get too bothered by it. FX for you!
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  • Crazy level increasing! The nurse at the RE just called, apparently she likes to check in mid 2ww. I said I'll probably cave Saturday and she advised against that bc it still might not be accurate. Monday. I have to hold out until Monday. :-SS [-O<

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • @km380 - Noooooooooooo! But I would follow her advice.
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    DS1 born 4/17/11
    DS2 born 2/22/13
    MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
    DD due 5/9/15 Please be our
    RAINBOW


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  • mpiemont said:

    @km380 - Noooooooooooo! But I would follow her advice.

    Oh I'm def going to. Ttcal and progesterone are enough of a mf without false results.

    Fx for you Saturday!!

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • Km380 said:

    I think I need to ride today. @mlal78 I did the same thing this morning!!

    Crazy:7
    Can I just poas already!!

    Cd 21/ 8dpiui (wait I counted the day of IUI too is that right?)

    Symptoms: cramping, some tingling/pulling in my ute, boobs are a little sore, exhausted, achy lower back

    Explain your crazy: all of my "symptoms" could be progesterone or pms. Beta check isn't until next Wednesday. At this point I think I could still get a false + from the trigger. Is it Saturday yet? I think that's the day I give in

    Good luck! Unless you tested out your trigger then waiting is the best thing to do. Maybe take up anew hobby this weekend?

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  • Crazy level from 1-10:

    CD/DPO: CD 24/DPO 10

    Can I just ______ already?!: Get a BFP or AF

    Signs/Symptoms: Same as yesterday - I've been a boob squeezer too ;) a new symptom today is a sharp pain that comes and goes around my right ovary.  Not bad and only lasts for a second.  I'm hoping it's not another cyst :( I had a cyst discovered during my last pg, but I never felt any pain from it.  Took a while to go down after m/c and now I'm hoping it's not back.  

    Explain your Crazy here: Well I jumped the gun and took a FRER today, BFN :(  I know 10 DPO is early, but it's still a little sad.  I just want to know one way or another so I can move on with my life!!

    Edit: Oh and a slight temp drop today??  I'm like obsessing over it, but it's still above the coverline.  This is my first cycle temping so I don't know what's "normal"


    10 dpo is very early! Try not to read too much into one temp - it's just a normal fluctuation.

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  • @buggirl72‌ I didn't test it out, I thought that would make me even crazier 8-}

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • UPDATE: I have an appt. with my Dr. tomorrow to check out the pain.  Given the fact that I just had a cyst there, he wants to check it out.  Hopefully they will do a pg test at the office (or maybe I can ask for one hehe)

    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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  • @CreechMommy‌ is it a quick sharp pain down low, one side or the other? (Not both at the same time?). Ever hear of round ligament pain? Look it up. It was my first symptom with previous pregnancies.
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    DS2 born 2/22/13
    MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
    DD due 5/9/15 Please be our
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  • @mplemont yea it's quick sharp pain on my left side real low like where I imagine my ovary is. Feels like someone poking me but sharp pain. I had a hernia repair in the same spot but on my right side and the other day I think I pulled a muscle there while getting out of the car. I've kids disregarded pain on that side cause I thought it could have been from that.

    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickersImage and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • @creechmommy - i sent you a PM and some info
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    DS2 born 2/22/13
    MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
    DD due 5/9/15 Please be our
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  • Bug, I sent you a pm
    :D

    TTC since Sept 2012
    M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
    AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
    Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13

    Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely

    BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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  • Think I need this today >.<

    Crazy level from 1-10: About a 9?

    CD/DPO: CD 29. I got messed up in charting with my trip and H being home for a week, but I think I'm at about 13-14 DPO

    Can I just ______ already?!: Have ANYTHING happen

    Signs/Symptoms: I've literally had nausea for the past week and a half. Last night I couldn't keep my eyes open past 7. I have a very light amount of blood, but only if I reach for it. And my nipples look weird?

    Explain your Crazy here: Took a test yesterday. Looked to me like a very light squinter, but of course H couldn't see it and told me I'm crazy. Can't test again until payday (Thursday), but of course by that time if the blood is coming, it will likely have come.

    You have a PM.

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  • Bug, I sent you a pm
    :D

    Back atcha!

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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO: cd21 I think, no O

    Can I just ______ already?!: get AF, I have basically no faith/hope that I'm going to O this cycle so the sooner we move on to the next the better.

    Signs/Symptoms: nada for anything

    Explain your Crazy here: I'm worried my body isn't going to get back on track...after struggling to O for several cycles over '11 & '12 I don't want to go through that again. I realize this is my first post loss cycle, but every day that my temps are whacky my brain goes to a negative place thinking that I'll have to go back on meds and I only have a few clomid cycles before I reach the lifetime limit. Basically I'm just feeling frustrated and negative today :(

    Started TTC Nov. 2011 

    1st clomid cycle June 2012- No response :: HSG August 2012- Left tube blocked, right tube clear :: 2nd clomid cycle Aug. 2012 BFN :: 3rd clomid cycle Sept. 2012 :: BFP Sept 30th :: DS born 6/15/13 :: BFP #2 7/29/14 M/C 8/5/14 :: BFP#3 10/20/14 DD born 7/1/2015 :: Applied to be surrogate April '17 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for IFs Dec. '17 :: Surro Babe born 9/11/18 :: Started 2nd Journey May '19 :: Transferred 1 Embryo for new IFs 9/24/19 :: HB 138 at 6w6d


  • Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO: cd21 I think, no O

    Can I just ______ already?!: get AF, I have basically no faith/hope that I'm going to O this cycle so the sooner we move on to the next the better.

    Signs/Symptoms: nada for anything

    Explain your Crazy here: I'm worried my body isn't going to get back on track...after struggling to O for several cycles over '11 & '12 I don't want to go through that again. I realize this is my first post loss cycle, but every day that my temps are whacky my brain goes to a negative place thinking that I'll have to go back on meds and I only have a few clomid cycles before I reach the lifetime limit. Basically I'm just feeling frustrated and negative today :(
    (((Hugs))). Have you been diagnosed with PCOS? There are other medications they can give you to help regulate your cycles if that is the case.

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