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TTC After a Loss
luna8433
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Intro
luna8433
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****sisters successful pregnancy mentioned***
First off I would like to say that I am very glad I have found this board. Lately I have been full of a lot of different emotions, and I am glad that you ladies can understand some of the emotions that I am having.
Today has been a very emotional day. I have very recently decided to TTC after almost a year after my MC. A year ago last July my little sister announced that she was P and a week later I found out I was too. I was so excited to go through our pregnancies together, our EDD were two weeks apart. At my 8 week appointment I found out I MC at about 6 weeks. As you all know and understand I was devastated, but what was worse was watching my sisters healthy pregnancy. The hardest day was when my mom and my other sister were up to visit and my sister pulled out her ultra sound pictures. I wanted so badly to have one of my own to show and adore, and even more to be happy for my sister and her first child, but I couldn't. It has been three months since my EDD and today I received her birth announcement with her adorable child. I still wish that I could hold her child and not miss the one I lost.
I try to be positive, and look forward and plan on how I want to be a mother, and try to adore the children around me every day, but today is one of those down days, but reading some of your post have helped. I really enjoyed the one with the favorite inspirational quotes. So thank you for sharing your thoughts and positivity, because some days you need to lean on others to get through the rough times. Today you are my strength, and I hope as the coming days I hope I can be there for you.
First off I would like to say that I am very glad I have found this board. Lately I have been full of a lot of different emotions, and I am glad that you ladies can understand some of the emotions that I am having.
Today has been a very emotional day. I have very recently decided to TTC after almost a year after my MC. A year ago last July my little sister announced that she was P and a week later I found out I was too. I was so excited to go through our pregnancies together, our EDD were two weeks apart. At my 8 week appointment I found out I MC at about 6 weeks. As you all know and understand I was devastated, but what was worse was watching my sisters healthy pregnancy. The hardest day was when my mom and my other sister were up to visit and my sister pulled out her ultra sound pictures. I wanted so badly to have one of my own to show and adore, and even more to be happy for my sister and her first child, but I couldn't. It has been three months since my EDD and today I received her birth announcement with her adorable child. I still wish that I could hold her child and not miss the one I lost.
I try to be positive, and look forward and plan on how I want to be a mother, and try to adore the children around me every day, but today is one of those down days, but reading some of your post have helped. I really enjoyed the one with the favorite inspirational quotes. So thank you for sharing your thoughts and positivity, because some days you need to lean on others to get through the rough times. Today you are my strength, and I hope as the coming days I hope I can be there for you.
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Re: Intro
My Ovulation Chart
BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
***Siggy Warning - loss mentioned***
*S15 Siggy January Siggy Challenge - Happy Dance*
ME: 32 DH: 38
BFP#1 - 7/18/14; EDD 3/23/14; MMC 8/11/14 (passed naturally on 8/17/14)
BFP#2 - 12/29/14; EDD 9/10/15 *PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOW!*
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!