Trouble TTC

Too late for F*ck It Friday?

gsanchogsancho member
edited August 2014 in Trouble TTC
Today sucks!  After I was in the running for a promotion, just found out the client I work on is consolidating, our agency is losing the account, and I am being laid off.  I'll be under contract for a while longer, since we have current projects, but still...between my father in-law suddenly passing Sunday, funeral yesterday, and this...I can't take it!  I woke up so looking forward to beta Monday, but now I'm so negative about everything.

Plus I think @Buttmonkey34 (and I'm sure a few others) could use some venting.  I just want to say a big ol' FU to Friday!

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ETA:  Everyone feel free to vent away, so we can hopefully release the stress as we go to the weekend.



Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)

Re: Too late for F*ck It Friday?

  • Oh, @gsancho. I'm so very sorry. That's a lot of negative stress all in one week. I am sending you big hugs. If you need anyone to talk to, please feel free to PM me. I've dealt with my share of loss and I know how much it sucks.
    Love 2010 | Marriage 2011 | TTC #1 since 2012
    PCOS | Anovulatory | Metformin + Letrozole
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  • Pintobean39Pintobean39 member
    edited August 2014
    Oh no! I'm so sorry. Damit to much bad news going on here lately. I think we need to have a bump wide drunk.

    ETA: not you @gsancho‌ I'll drink your share.
    Fucking bump!!!!
  • Ugh, I was laid off on Wednesday, wtf right? Seriously @sugar4bri‌ when it rains it does pour!!! Fuck this whole week!!!


    TTC #1

    Me: AMA, DH: MFI

    Official DX - MFI due to Hemochromatosis

    IVF #1 Nov. 2014 - ER 11/10 (10R 6M 6F) - ET 11/13 

    3DT of 3 embies - no frosties - CP = BFFN!!!!

    ****All Welcome****

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  • And good luck with your Beta on Monday!!!


    TTC #1

    Me: AMA, DH: MFI

    Official DX - MFI due to Hemochromatosis

    IVF #1 Nov. 2014 - ER 11/10 (10R 6M 6F) - ET 11/13 

    3DT of 3 embies - no frosties - CP = BFFN!!!!

    ****All Welcome****

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  • I just joined this group this week so I feel a little weird to chime in but I'm going to -- That blows fat goats and I'm really sorry to hear about your week. All adult beverages I consume this weekend will be in your honor (and others in this group who had a bad week.)  

    ***** All Welcome *****
    ***** Siggy Warning *****

    TTC since Dec, 2012. Me: 33; DH: 34

    - Ultrasound to look at "lay of the land": normal
    - Blood work: normal
    - OPKs and ultrasound to confirm ovulation: Yes
    - SA for DH: Normal (a couple numbers on the low side of normal)
    - HSG: Normal
    - Doing several cycles of Letrozole, TI and progesterone
        - Aug cycle of Letrozole, TI and progesterone came back with a BFP-MC at 7 weeks.
    - Benched until Jan
    - Starting Letrozole, TI, Progesteron and HCG Trigger in Feb cycle

     

  • @gsancho I'm so sorry that totally blows!  Sending positive vibes your way for Monday's beta!

    I just posted this as a delayed TPT since I didn't have anywhere else to vent my anger, but now I'll post it here as well.  It's pretty minor as far as aggravations, but definitely not the note I wanted to end my week on:

    **child mentioned**

    Is it too late to add a throate punch even though it's now Friday? I didn't have one yesterday, I was actually having a pretty good week, feeling hopeful, getting the logical side of my brain to overtake the emotional one with the IF stuff. Then, this afternoon, I get an email from one of the very few friends I've told about our struggles. It was hard for me to tell this friend about everything because she and her husband (they're younger than us and haven't been together nearly as long) just had their second baby. So anyway, this email is a picture of me holding her son when he was a few months old two years ago from that timehop app or whatever. Seriously! A few weeks after I tell you I can't get pregnant you send me a picture of me with your infant son?!? WTF! How does she think that's going to make me feel?!?

    Sorry for the rambling, just really irritated!

    Me: 31 (PCOS) possible right tube issues DH: 36 (SA normal) 
    Started dating in 2006, Married 2012 
    TTC since November 2013 
    First RE visit due to irregular periods: June 2014
    Lap/Hysto to remove polyps, cyst and tube blockage 11/6
    Cycle 1 (Dec. 2014) TI with Clomid, Trigger, & Progesterone CX due to no response
    Impatiently Waiting CD1 to try again with Fermara Back on the bench due to giant cyst,
    who know I'd ovulate on my own after a cancelled cycle and end up with a mega cyst :(
    All Welcome
     
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  • Oh balls! I'm so sorry @gsancho‌. I hate this for you. That's a lot for anyone to handle...even under normal circumstances. I've got everything crossed for you Monday. Y'all are staying in my prayers.
    ((((GIGANTIC HUGS))))

    Me (29) DH (37)

    Married 7/11

    Actively TTC 3/12

    DX: PCOS

    Current treatment: Break from IUIs until after the holidays

    -----All Welcome----

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    ~~~January 3T Siggy Challenge: New Year's Resolutions~~~

    (I don't do resolutions...so I stole T-Rex's)

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  • So sorry GSancho. :( I'm glad you still have contract work for a while to tide you over!

    Hoping for awesome news at beta that will totally balance out this sad news. :)
    January 3T Siggy Challenge - New Year's Resolutions
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    Me (29), DH (30) TTC actively 54 55+ cycles | All BFNs
    MFI (low everything) | Endo Stage 1 & Stenotic Cervix (treated) | PCO
    Married - July 2008 | Started TTC - Jan 2009RE Visit #1 - Mar 2014 
    IUI #1 ICI #1 - June | IUI #1.1 Laparoscopy - Aug
    IUIs #1.2, 2, 3 - Sept, Oct, Nov (Letrozole) - BFNs 
    IUI #4 - Dec (Bravelle) | IUI #5 - Dec/Jan (Bravelle) - 5 follies + TI - BFNs
    IUI #5.1 - Jan (Bravelle) Cancelled 
    Planning to start IVF in March!
    ***All Welcome***
  • That's too much for one week! So sorry! Hoping next week starts out on a *positive* note!

    Me:29 DH:34
    Married 2010
    TTC: 11/2012 - 5/2014 + 4 month break during
    June 2014: First RE appt
    June 25th: HSG normal
    Dx: After 3 SA's, MFI (low counts, 0%morphology)
    Currently: Scheduled for IVF-ICSI cycle #1 in October
    10/31/14 ER 13R, 9M, 9F
    11/5/14 ET of two 5d blasts
    Beta 11/13/14!


  • gsanchogsancho member
    edited August 2014
    @shafwilson That does suck!  People are just kinda ignorant sometimes...

    And definitely not too late for a throat punch vent.  I was more starting the thread for anyone else who wanted to vent, but I do appreciate all the support from you guys!


    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
  • I'm so sorry @gsancho!  What a shitty week.  ((hugs))

    -----------------------------------SIGGY WARNING-------------------------------------


    Me: 31| DH: 36
    TTC #1 Since 07/2010
    DX: Unexplained Infertility
    TX: 
    IUI #1 on 7/3/14 100 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI (44 million sperm, 1 dominant follie) = BFN
    IUI #2: on 7/28/14 100 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI (23 million sperm, 2 dominant follies) = BFN

    IUI #3 on 8/22/2014 100 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI (53 million sperm, 2 dominant follies)= BFP MMC @ 7weeks


  • I'm sorry @gsancho. Here's a cat skydiving to help at least for a second.

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    I'm sorry that your friend apparently lost her sense, @shafwilson. :(



    ****Loss in Sig****
    3T Sig Challenge: New Year's Resolutions

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    "Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less."

    Marie Curie

    Married 2010, together since 2006. TTC for #1 since March 2012, actively charting since November 2013
    March 2014 - HSG left tube blocked, right tube partially blocked bilaterial partial obstruction; onward to the RE in April
    May 1, 2014 - Lap surgery and chromopertubation; Dr removed a bit of endo, but everything looks healthy & tubes are clear!
    May 2014- First medicated cycle, 2.5mg femara+TI; BFN
    June 2014- 2.5mg femara + hCG + IUI
    on 6/18= BFP on 6/28!; C/P on 7/3
    July 2014- 2.5mg femara + IUI #2 on 7/18. Starting progesterone 7/23, bfn
    August 2014- 2.5mg femara + hCG + IUI # 3 on 8/15. BFN
    Tx break
    IVF #1 -
    12/1 - TOT & SIS- RE found a polyp
    12/15 - Hysterscopic surgery to remove the polyp; additional polyps found and removed

    12/29- Good baseline u/s, 12 antral follies
    12/30- Started stimming
    1/10 - ER: 17 retrieved, 14 fertilized!
      My Ovulation Chart - No data,  just meds
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  • I'm so sorry!

    I have been laid off before if you need to vent at all!
    ***********siggy warning **********



    Me: 26 DH: 27
    TTC #1 Since Aug. 2013
    Cycle 1: O CD 25=bfn
    Cycle 2: O CD 48=bfn
    Cycle 3: Anovulatory/Provera =120 days!
    Cycle 4: Anovulatory/Prometrium=127 days! RE consult 6/16
    Me: Anov/poss. pcos?  HSG=normal/SA= Normal 
    July/Aug. 2014= Femara+trigger+TI=BFP!!
    Beta #1@ 16dpo=626!! Beta #2=1510
    Ultrasound @ 5w6d=heartbeat at 110!
    Ultrasound @ 6w6d =heartbeat at 131!


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  • So sorry for you loss, and your crappy day! 

    Me: 20 | DH: 22

    Married May 2013: TTC since May 2013

    Currently making lifestyle changes in an effort to lose 100 pounds. 

  • I'm so sorry @gsancho‌! Hugs to you. I hope you get good news on Monday so this day/weekend turns around. Hugs!!!

    Extra hugs to everyone else too!

    Me: 28  MH:35

    Married September 2012. TTC since September 2013

    June 2014 - Dx w/ significant PCOS and referred to RE.

    July/August 2014 - Testing complete: Testosterone & AMH very high, FSH slightly high, Vitamin D low, tubes and lining all lovely. DH SA: A+

    Cycle 1 (Nov 2014): 2.5 mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI = BFN

    Cycle 2 (Dec 2014): 5 mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI - BFN

    Cycle 3 (Jan 2015): 5mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI - BFN

    WTF consult scheduled for 1/29

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