Seriously. There is a freaking baby boom over there and I am sick of posting the TTC thread every week. Between the round of babies born in the past month and the 5 BFPs this week, I think I need to step back.
I have never been a bitter betty before, but with each appt that I am no closer to actually TTC, I get more and more bitter. ugh.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
That's a big reason why I left my BMB a LOOOOOONG time ago. It was too much and my DS is only 19 mos, lol. I couldn't really handle even the early ones. So, I just left.
Happily Mrs. C
start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
Hoping holistic approach works!!!
BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!
Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
Back on metformin Aug 2013
Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw,and red raspberry leaf
DS weaned in April 2014
Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.
Planning medicated cycle end of summer. FX I get KU before then!!!
I'm in a FB group with some girls from DS's BMB. It sucks that they are all getting KU'ed, but at the same time, they are very supportive of my struggles with IF. I sometimes just need to step away for my own sanity.
They are all supportive of me. A couple of them get the IF issues because they struggled with thier firsts. It still sucks to see a new BFP post every damn week.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
I'm no longer on my DS's BMB, but I've got a real life baby boom happening, where many of my friends who had kids around the same time DS was born are now pregnant with #2. So I've got that whole "happy for you, sad for me" dichotomy going on. My DH doesn't understand my mixed feelings and just thinks I need to get over it and be happy for people. Again, I am happy for people. Just sad for us that we've had 3 miscarriages and and IF diagnosis while TFAS.
I'm in a FB group with some girls from DS's BMB. It sucks that they are all getting KU'ed, but at the same time, they are very supportive of my struggles with IF. I sometimes just need to step away for my own sanity.
I hear you A12 soul sister. I just about never post there because the pregnancy and birth announcements are too much.
I 'm very happy for them, but just about everyone on the SAIF board is pregnant or just had a baby so I feel even more isolated.
TTC since 3-08
IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP
DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12
I'm in a FB group with some girls from DS's BMB. It sucks that they are all getting KU'ed, but at the same time, they are very supportive of my struggles with IF. I sometimes just need to step away for my own sanity.
I hear you A12 soul sister. I just about never post there because the pregnancy and birth announcements are too much.
I 'm very happy for them, but just about everyone on the SAIF board is pregnant or just had a baby so I feel even more isolated.
Reason I finally intro over hear, just mentally exhausted from this
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome
Re: My DDs BMB
I'm with you- I don't want to be bitter but as the years pass its getting hard.
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
I hear you A12 soul sister. I just about never post there because the pregnancy and birth announcements are too much.
I 'm very happy for them, but just about everyone on the SAIF board is pregnant or just had a baby so I feel even more isolated.
FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
No more frosties
IVF #2. September 2014
PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
Not sure where to go from here.
TTC #2 since 1/1/13
I hear you A12 soul sister. I just about never post there because the pregnancy and birth announcements are too much.
I 'm very happy for them, but just about everyone on the SAIF board is pregnant or just had a baby so I feel even more isolated.
Reason I finally intro over hear, just mentally exhausted from this
DX: Severe MFI 9/1/11
Because of Undescended testicle at birth
IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
FET: November/December 2011
ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
SAIF Always Welcome