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TTC since Sept 2012
M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13
Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely
BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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  • blackbird818blackbird818 member
    (((HUGS))) @CFearsy. Are you sure it's not just spotting? Mind-cycle spotting and/or implantation spotting is possible. Is it actual flow?

    TTC since Sept 2012
    M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
    AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
    Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13
    Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely
    BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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  • MBJuneMBJune member
    @CFearsy‌ ((((hugs)))) I'm sorry, AF is a bitch!

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    TP to the parents that decided to bring their kid to the RE's office!!! Sitting here waiting to go in for my IUI and I have to listen to a kid running around and playing with everything in sight! Normally kids don't bother me but today it not the day for this!!!

    Dx: PCOS/Unexplained
    July '13 - Mar '14 - Letrozole and TI - BFN
    April '14 - HSG - All clear - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFP
    May '14 - Miscarriage 5w 3d
    July '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFN

    Aug '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFN

    Sept '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFP

    Beta 1 - 87  Beta 2 - 193  Beta 3 - 441
    SA - All good
    ALL Welcome


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  • mrsjg2013mrsjg2013 member
    TP to my root canal this morning. I had been avoiding the appt for obvious reasons, but additionally because the appt was supposed to be made once I was in the second trimester. First thing when I walk in, "Hurray for your second trimester!" Nope, sorry. No baby. But Hurray for needles and drills-that should cheer me up! :(

    @CFearsy‌ - TP to AF!! She's so frustrating!! ((Hugs))
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  • Km380Km380 member
    @mbjune that's such crap! Can you complain or wait somewhere else?

    @mrsjg2013‌ (((hugs))) that plain sucks.

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • mrsjg2013mrsjg2013 member
    @MBJune‌ - How inconsiderate :( I never thought about that possibility until one day I walked to the door and noticed a car seat in the car parked by the door. I instantly had a knot in my stomach thinking that I wasn't sure I could handle seeing a baby while I waited to talk to my RE about the third loss I'd just had. Thankfully they must have been in an exam room because I never saw them. You're not alone in your feelings. ((Hugs))

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  • MBJuneMBJune member
    @mrsjg2013‌ I'm sorry a crappy appointment was made worse! (((Hugs))) hope your root canal goes well!

    Thanks ladies! There was no other place to wait but I am now done with IUI #3 and didn't have to listen to the kid too long.

    Dx: PCOS/Unexplained
    July '13 - Mar '14 - Letrozole and TI - BFN
    April '14 - HSG - All clear - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFP
    May '14 - Miscarriage 5w 3d
    July '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFN

    Aug '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFN

    Sept '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFP

    Beta 1 - 87  Beta 2 - 193  Beta 3 - 441
    SA - All good
    ALL Welcome


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  • lyndz333lyndz333 member
    edited August 2014
    TP to waiting; waiting for my body to heal after the latest loss, waiting for Friday for the doc appointment, waiting for AF to return.  

    I'm one impatient SOB.  

    Edit:  Apparently the summer off has done terrible things to my brain.  It's "impatient" not "inpatient".  Yeesh.
    BFP #1 - 12/7/2012 - EDD 8/14/2013 - DD born 8/17/2013
    BFP #2 - 3/31/2014 - EDD 12/6/2014 - Natural miscarriage on 4/28/2014
    BFP #3 - 8/4/2014 - EDD 4/12/2015 - Chemical Pregnancy discovered on 8/13/2014

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  • FeeganFeegan member
    TP to cd1... at 12dpo.. after our best numbers for an IUI ever... during a "perfect cycle." I f*cking hate infertility and TTCAL. TP to all the feelz that this drudges up too, while I'm at. 
    TTC #1: 3/2013
    02/2014: Clomid = BFN
    03/2014: Femara + Menopur + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP! - 3/17/14
    EDD: 11/29/14 - MMC @ 9 wks: 4/25/14 
    Misoprostol 4/28 & 4/29 - D&C after misoprostol failure 5/2/14
    07/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
    08/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
    08/2014 v2.0: Final spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
    09/2014: BCP cycle in prep for injectable cycle in Oct.
    10/2014: Gonal-F + Cetrotide + Ovidrel + IUI  = BFP!
    TWINS! 
    "Top Bunk" & "Bottom Bunk" due June/July 2015
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  • blackbird818blackbird818 member
    CFearsy said:
    (((HUGS))) @CFearsy. Are you sure it's not just spotting? Mind-cycle spotting and/or implantation spotting is possible. Is it actual flow?
    Oooohhh yeah. I'm sure it's not just spotting. It's very deep and was a whole lot when it started. Plus, this was our benched cycle so it's not implantation anything.
    I gotcha. Hopefully, your body starts to get it together and your cycles "normalize" soon.

    TTC since Sept 2012
    M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
    AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
    Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13
    Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely
    BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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  • Km380Km380 member
    @RedheadRunning‌ it's so shitty and so unfair. Lots of (((hugs)))

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • mrsjg2013mrsjg2013 member
    Big ((HUGS)) @redheadrunning
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    RedheadRunning said:

    TP to cd1... at 12dpo.. after our best numbers for an IUI ever... during a "perfect cycle." I f*cking hate infertility and TTCAL. TP to all the feelz that this drudges up too, while I'm at. 

    I am so so sorry, Lady. UGH!!! TP to it all for you, love. I'm CD1 too, so you, me, @CFearsy‌ and @ashtog‌ can hate this day together!! F*ck it.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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    TTCAL January Siggy Challenge • Animal Snow Interactions
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  • FeeganFeegan member
    Sorry you ladies are sharing this day with me @CFearsy @ashtog @rslh10, effing sucks.

    Thanks to the rest of you ladies for sending some hugs my way.
    TTC #1: 3/2013
    02/2014: Clomid = BFN
    03/2014: Femara + Menopur + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP! - 3/17/14
    EDD: 11/29/14 - MMC @ 9 wks: 4/25/14 
    Misoprostol 4/28 & 4/29 - D&C after misoprostol failure 5/2/14
    07/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
    08/2014: Spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
    08/2014 v2.0: Final spontaneous IUI, no meds = BFN
    09/2014: BCP cycle in prep for injectable cycle in Oct.
    10/2014: Gonal-F + Cetrotide + Ovidrel + IUI  = BFP!
    TWINS! 
    "Top Bunk" & "Bottom Bunk" due June/July 2015
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  • mpiemontmpiemont member
    TP to CD1 for all of you ladies. (My cousin/bff in the world is TTC after 3 losses and its CD1 for her too). I just want to hug all of you. @rslh10 @ashtog @redheadrunning @cfearsy
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    DS1 born 4/17/11
    DS2 born 2/22/13
    MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
    DD due 5/9/15 Please be our     RAINBOW

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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    mpiemont said:
    TP to CD1 for all of you ladies. (My cousin/bff in the world is TTC after 3 losses and its CD1 for her too). I just want to hug all of you. @rslh10 @ashtog @redheadrunning @cfearsy
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    I'm gonna go ahead and cash mine in now, thanks ;)
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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    • Everyone Welcome •
    TTCAL January Siggy Challenge • Animal Snow Interactions
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  • kate6214kate6214 member
    edited August 2014
    This isn't a TP as much as is it a vent. So Monday my sister brought her dog to play with my two and one of mine was limping afterwards. Well we found out this morning he tore a ligament and is currently in surgery. I feel awful because I was the one who set up the play date. I know I didn't tear it, but I just feel responsible.

    To all those on CD1: ((((((Hugs))))))

    @MBJune‌ TP to those people! GL with your IUI

    @mrsjg2013‌ I hope the root canal wasn't too bad.


    BFP #1: 8/17/13     Due Date: 4/26/14      MMC discovered @ 9w 4d       D&C: 10/2/13
    BFP #2: 12/23/13       Due Date: 9/6/14      MMC discovered @ 8w 5d    D&C: 2/6/14
    BFP #3 8/26/14     Due Date: 5/7/15  

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  • farniegalfarniegal member
    TP the nurse from my insurance company who called to offer me women's health classes bc they "received notice that I am pregnant." No, I'm not and I don't appreciate you calling me on my work line to discuss this topic as my work does not know I was or was trying.

    And a follow up slap for telling me you "hope to talk to me again under happier circumstances in the near future." I know you meant well, but how rude. 
    Me - 35 DH - 41
    TTC 06.03.2013 
    BFP 06.15.2014  EDD 02.25.2015  MMC 07.07.2014 Miso 07.18.2014 
                                                                 August TTCAL Siggy Challenge : WTF Tattoos
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  • MBJuneMBJune member
    edited August 2014
    Big (((hugs))) to all the cd1 ladies! AF is a bitch! I think it is way harder to deal with now being TTCAL than just TTC.

    @farniegal‌ huge tp's to the insurance lady! I'm sorry you had to deal with that!

    Edit: spelling

    Dx: PCOS/Unexplained
    July '13 - Mar '14 - Letrozole and TI - BFN
    April '14 - HSG - All clear - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFP
    May '14 - Miscarriage 5w 3d
    July '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFN

    Aug '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFN

    Sept '14 - Letrozole, Trigger and IUI - BFP

    Beta 1 - 87  Beta 2 - 193  Beta 3 - 441
    SA - All good
    ALL Welcome


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  • yellowcat10yellowcat10 member
    I am sorry it sounds like a lot crap today.  I know I am late tonight but ((HUGS)) to everyone.  

    I really need to TP my super human strength.  I managed to snap the handle and part of the side off my food processor a few minutes ago.  I know have to do it all in the blender which is annoying and takes longer and is a bitch to clean.  

    Ok, done.
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  • LittleMrsWLittleMrsW member
    Sending you all big hugs tonight ladies.
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    Me-27 DH-29

     TTC#1 January 2013

    BFP February 27th 2014, MMC ended in D&C

    Working on our rainbow!

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