I am one that i need to listen to songs that commemorate/help me grieve.this is what i've found so far:
that is a playlist of songs dedicated to loss.
This is my fav too:
it's pink's "beam me up" ... she had a "miscarraige" per the news a while back.
*Said goodbye to our angel baby July 30. 2014. only had him for 21 weeks in my belly, missing him every day*
Re: songs to help with loss
Kerosene- Jetty Rae
Weight of Living Pt. 1- Bastille
Small Bump- Ed Sheeran
Ten- Yellowcard
The child is gone- Fiona Apple
Undone- FFF
this Gift- Glen Hansard
My Heart is Broken- Evanescense
I would Die for That- Kellie Coffey
I Grieve- Peter Gabriel
Weight of Living Pt 2- Bastille
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
"Beam Me Up" is always the one that I turned to. It's exactly how I feel. I love that song.
@sugarstar1784 can I ask why you have miscarriage in quotes? Pink has said herself it's about her struggle with her own loss and a good friend of her's loss of a LO.
THE DARK SIDE IT IS
and GBCB
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BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
~All AL always welcome~
Still by Gerrit Hofsink and Billy Joel's Lullabye (Goodnight my angel) are the two that remind me of our angel.
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