We're on day 8 in the nicu. It's not been long yet it seems like forever. Walking out of the hospital on day three without her was aweful and it took a lot for me to not cry in front of the nurse. It's been an emotional past couple of days for me since the doctors had started talking about possibly releasing her "tomorrow" so I'd wake up early and run to the hospital to be there for doctor rounds and when the doctor came around he'd kind of waver on her release for various reasons such as she failed her car seat test (we bought her a new one and she passed that night). The biggest concern is she desats (forgets to breath) while she takes a bottle. It gets a little frustraiting however I have to remind myself that the nicu is anexersize in patience and she'll come home when she's good and ready. FI jokes that she's a Leo all the way and has to be the star so of coarse she's going to take her time coming home.
some good news is she's out of her incubator and in a bassinet, she regulates her temp well, she eats very well and is gaining weight amazingly (at birth she weighed 3 lbs 7 ozs and she's now about 4 lbs 2 ozs). She hasn't had a desat since yesterday morning so they are allowing FI and I to stay the night in a care by parent room where they'll monitor us taking care of her and monitor her vitals. The fact they are doing this makes tomorrow look very promising however I'm not going to get my hopes up, I'm just going to bask in the fact I get a night with her.
Since I've been having a rough time emotionally FI got me a Pandora bracelet. It's pretty awesome! Each charm is one of our zodiac symbols. I love it!

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Re: who wants an emma update!?!?
1st image is the bracelet, 2nd is the first time I put her in an outfit from home (after I gave her a bath so she's red from screaming at me) 3rd is from one of the most exciting days ever...he first day out of her incubator!!!!!
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First BFP: 12/16/13
EDD: 08/23/14
Baby BOY born: 08/29/14