A friend of mine just put this on facebook and it really resonated with me for both IF and NIFR reasons; just had to share!
Also, would love to hear if you all have received any kind words or seen similar things that really impacted you and helped during your journey.
Me:26 DH:27
Married Oct 2011
NTNP for about a year before actively
TTC since April 2013
Currently testing for infertility cause and hormone imbalance.
Infertility & ovarian cyst diagnosis: May '14
B/W: 'good', more ordered to check antibodies & progesterone
SA: Normal
U/Ss for cyst: who the f knows
DH's cat scan: showed encapsulated fatty growth; u/s: didn't really show much more
Breast Specialist: Most likely a large fibroid, but keeping an eye on it, repeat u/s every 6mos
HSG: clear tubes, uterus is A-ok
WHAT'S NEXT: DH's consult with surgeon to discuss next step for growth, either biopsy or surgery~Big discussion with Dr. before any possibility of starting Clomid, since I'll want another u/s before and to be monitored and he doesn't seem into that. I had to force his hand just to order the AMH test so may be looking for another OB
~All welcome ~
Cycle 3 of OPK; Cycle 2 (this time around) of Temping
There's a Teddy Roosevelt quote that I try to remind myself of during this journey - "comparison is the theif of joy."
I know I constantly measure myself up against the many women I know getting pregnant so easily and feel like I fall short. So, I try to remind myself of that quote...
Me: 31 (PCOS) possible right tube issues DH: 36 (SA normal)
Started dating in 2006, Married 2012
TTC since November 2013
First RE visit due to irregular periods: June 2014
Lap/Hysto to remove polyps, cyst and tube blockage 11/6
Cycle 1 (Dec. 2014) TI with Clomid, Trigger, & Progesterone CX due to no response
Impatiently Waiting CD1 to try again with Fermara Back on the bench due to giant cyst,
who know I'd ovulate on my own after a cancelled cycle and end up with a mega cyst
Love it. I'm a huge quote person. I pin them a day on Pinterest and use them often with my students. This is one I pinned today. We deal with so many IF obstacles so this may enlighten you too.
That is so true. And even though I've seen that truth play out in my life so many times, I'm still getting worked up <sigh>
I've seen it in my career, I saw it with my marriage - I was in a similar place where I was a little older and all my college friends were married and starting families. I was really getting anxious and insecure and had a strong feeling of having a "void" in my life, just like I feel now. Of course once I met DH, all that worry was quickly all in the past and forgotten. Our marriage is definitely a super-sized blessing that was worth the wait!
Me-37, DH-38
Married in 2006, TTC #1 since Jan 2012
Baby Boy born June 1, 2015
He settles her in her home as a happy mother of children, praise the Lord! (Psalms 113:9)
And the peace of God, which surpasses all understand, will guard your heart and mind in Jesus Christ (Philippians 4:7)
Love that!
The quote in the middle of my siggy collage is one of my favorites!
For any that are mobile...
"It's hard to wait around for something that you know may never come, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want."
I am having an anxiety attack just watching that lady fall in the basement! omg!!!!!
Me 36 Hypothyroid DH 35 Low T, treatment Clomid NTNP 1/2013 SA Results: nothing to count... MFI RE 2/14/2014 Rx Clomid TTC 4/26/2014 6/25/2014 DH Low T 132 Switched to Chorionic Gonadotropin hCG injections 2x wk 7/15/2014 DH Testosterone check 607! 8/15/2014 DH new SA 1 MILLION!!!!!! 11/20/2014 DH new SA 2 Million DH continues treatment while moving towards Foster to Adopt
I went to get a quick blood draw this morning at my RE and they started handing out Quotes of the Day. So cute!
Today I got: "The people who influence you are the people who believe in you."
Now I am looking forward to my next visit so I can get another quote
that's awesome! DH & I share quotes often & discuss what they mean to us/how we interpret them..it's something we hope to continue with kids
Me:26 DH:27
Married Oct 2011
NTNP for about a year before actively
TTC since April 2013
Currently testing for infertility cause and hormone imbalance.
Infertility & ovarian cyst diagnosis: May '14
B/W: 'good', more ordered to check antibodies & progesterone
SA: Normal
U/Ss for cyst: who the f knows
DH's cat scan: showed encapsulated fatty growth; u/s: didn't really show much more
Breast Specialist: Most likely a large fibroid, but keeping an eye on it, repeat u/s every 6mos
HSG: clear tubes, uterus is A-ok
WHAT'S NEXT: DH's consult with surgeon to discuss next step for growth, either biopsy or surgery~Big discussion with Dr. before any possibility of starting Clomid, since I'll want another u/s before and to be monitored and he doesn't seem into that. I had to force his hand just to order the AMH test so may be looking for another OB
~All welcome ~
Cycle 3 of OPK; Cycle 2 (this time around) of Temping
Currently testing for infertility cause and hormone imbalance.
Infertility & ovarian cyst diagnosis: May '14
B/W: 'good', more ordered to check antibodies & progesterone
SA: Normal
U/Ss for cyst: who the f knows
DH's cat scan: showed encapsulated fatty growth; u/s: didn't really show much more
Breast Specialist: Most likely a large fibroid, but keeping an eye on it, repeat u/s every 6mos
HSG: clear tubes, uterus is A-ok
WHAT'S NEXT: DH's consult with surgeon to discuss next step for growth, either biopsy or surgery~Big discussion with Dr. before any possibility of starting Clomid, since I'll want another u/s before and to be monitored and he doesn't seem into that. I had to force his hand just to order the AMH test so may be looking for another OB
~All welcome ~
Cycle 3 of OPK; Cycle 2 (this time around) of Temping
IVF#1 (w/ICSI): BCP 9/9-9/23. Gonal-F, Ganirelix, Low-dose HCG (antagonist protocol). 41R/35M/32F... 2 transferred on 10/14, 14 frosties! On cabergoline to help avoid OHSS. BFN, possibly because of 90% drop in estrogen and progesterone a few days after ET.
FET#1: Transferring 2 on January 8. BFP! beta#1 (1/17): 408, beta#2 (1/20): 1310, first u/s scheduled 2/5
Currently testing for infertility cause and hormone imbalance.
Infertility & ovarian cyst diagnosis: May '14
B/W: 'good', more ordered to check antibodies & progesterone
SA: Normal
U/Ss for cyst: who the f knows
DH's cat scan: showed encapsulated fatty growth; u/s: didn't really show much more
Breast Specialist: Most likely a large fibroid, but keeping an eye on it, repeat u/s every 6mos
HSG: clear tubes, uterus is A-ok
WHAT'S NEXT: DH's consult with surgeon to discuss next step for growth, either biopsy or surgery~Big discussion with Dr. before any possibility of starting Clomid, since I'll want another u/s before and to be monitored and he doesn't seem into that. I had to force his hand just to order the AMH test so may be looking for another OB
~All welcome ~
Cycle 3 of OPK; Cycle 2 (this time around) of Temping
IVF#1 (w/ICSI): BCP 9/9-9/23. Gonal-F, Ganirelix, Low-dose HCG (antagonist protocol). 41R/35M/32F... 2 transferred on 10/14, 14 frosties! On cabergoline to help avoid OHSS. BFN, possibly because of 90% drop in estrogen and progesterone a few days after ET.
FET#1: Transferring 2 on January 8. BFP! beta#1 (1/17): 408, beta#2 (1/20): 1310, first u/s scheduled 2/5
lol it's a show that was on HBO, one of the characters does poetry/uplifting words baked into bread.
Me:26 DH:27
Married Oct 2011
NTNP for about a year before actively
TTC since April 2013
Currently testing for infertility cause and hormone imbalance.
Infertility & ovarian cyst diagnosis: May '14
B/W: 'good', more ordered to check antibodies & progesterone
SA: Normal
U/Ss for cyst: who the f knows
DH's cat scan: showed encapsulated fatty growth; u/s: didn't really show much more
Breast Specialist: Most likely a large fibroid, but keeping an eye on it, repeat u/s every 6mos
HSG: clear tubes, uterus is A-ok
WHAT'S NEXT: DH's consult with surgeon to discuss next step for growth, either biopsy or surgery~Big discussion with Dr. before any possibility of starting Clomid, since I'll want another u/s before and to be monitored and he doesn't seem into that. I had to force his hand just to order the AMH test so may be looking for another OB
~All welcome ~
Cycle 3 of OPK; Cycle 2 (this time around) of Temping
Re: some words of inspiration
The quote in the middle of my siggy collage is one of my favorites!
For any that are mobile...
"It's hard to wait around for something that you know may never come, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want."
Me (29) DH (37)
Married 7/11
Actively TTC 3/12
DX: PCOS
Current treatment: Break from IUIs until after the holidays
-----All Welcome----
~~~January 3T Siggy Challenge: New Year's Resolutions~~~
(I don't do resolutions...so I stole T-Rex's)
There's a Teddy Roosevelt quote that I try to remind myself of during this journey - "comparison is the theif of joy."
I know I constantly measure myself up against the many women I know getting pregnant so easily and feel like I fall short. So, I try to remind myself of that quote...
Me: 26 (IC/PCOS-2000mg of Metformin daily)
June 2014- HSG=clear
DH: 27 (SA results were great minus the slightly low morphology)
Started dating DH in 2002 at 14 years old
Married on 03.01.2014
Officially TTC since April 2014
January 2013- Surprise BFP, m/c at 6 weeks, D&C 2 Weeks later
April 2014- First RE appointment
July 2014- IUI#1-Canx due to scar tissue and polyps. TI with the help of Ovidrel. BFN
August 2014- Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue and polyp
September 2014- IUI #1.1-100mg Clomid, Ovideral, 11.5 million swimmers=BFP
EDD-6/3/15- Our sweet baby Ryan was born on 1/6/15 and is in the arms of an Angel
Dx with IC on 1/6/15
NTNP 1/2013
SA Results: nothing to count...
MFI RE 2/14/2014 Rx Clomid
TTC 4/26/2014
6/25/2014 DH Low T 132 Switched to Chorionic Gonadotropin hCG injections 2x wk
7/15/2014 DH Testosterone check 607!
8/15/2014 DH new SA 1 MILLION!!!!!!
11/20/2014 DH new SA 2 Million
DH continues treatment while moving towards Foster to Adopt
That lady is DEFINITELY "having a worse day" than me!
Me (29) DH (37)
Married 7/11
Actively TTC 3/12
DX: PCOS
Current treatment: Break from IUIs until after the holidays
-----All Welcome----
~~~January 3T Siggy Challenge: New Year's Resolutions~~~
(I don't do resolutions...so I stole T-Rex's)
I went to get a quick blood draw this morning at my RE and they started handing out Quotes of the Day. So cute!
Today I got: "The people who influence you are the people who believe in you."
Now I am looking forward to my next visit so I can get another quote
Me: 28 MH:35
Married September 2012. TTC since September 2013
June 2014 - Dx w/ significant PCOS and referred to RE.
July/August 2014 - Testing complete: Testosterone & AMH very high, FSH slightly high, Vitamin D low, tubes and lining all lovely. DH SA: A+
Cycle 1 (Nov 2014): 2.5 mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI = BFN
Cycle 2 (Dec 2014): 5 mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI - BFN
Cycle 3 (Jan 2015): 5mg Letrozole/Ovidrel/TI - BFN
WTF consult scheduled for 1/29