***Warning - Preg/child mentioned, not mine***
Hey everyone,
Sorry I've been kind of MIA the past month, but with all the waiting for apts I tried to take a little break and focus on other things for a while. And it kind of worked, however my mind has decided that the only thing I'm allowed to think about today is IF. I'm stressing out about my RE apt (18 days away!) and freaking out about how we're going to pay for the treatments OOP, then reading up on all the posts I've missed, dreading seeing my family since one cousin just had her baby boy 2 weeks ago and my other cousin is about ready to pop, hoping my mom hasn't already told EVERYONE about my IF since I finally broke down and told her about it, and blah blah blah blah BLAH. I feel like this is all I can do today! Emotionally exhausted from all this stressing. I can't even focus long enough to get a load of laundry done... And that's sad because there's just the two of us! Just the two of us... I'm gonna go cry now. Why does my brain do this to me????
Sorry - bad day.
Me: 24 DH: 26
Sept 2012 - Married Love of My Life
AO, possible PCOS
TTC for 15 months - Success!!!
Due Date: May 6, 2015
DS induced April 27, 2015 - Hypertension
Re: IF-Obsessed Today *** Preg/child mentioned - not mine***
****Loss in Sig****
3T Sig Challenge: New Year's Resolutions
"Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less."
March 2014 - HSG left tube blocked, right tube partially blocked bilaterial partial obstruction; onward to the RE in April
May 1, 2014 - Lap surgery and chromopertubation; Dr removed a bit of endo, but everything looks healthy & tubes are clear!
May 2014- First medicated cycle, 2.5mg femara+TI; BFN
June 2014- 2.5mg femara + hCG + IUI on 6/18= BFP on 6/28!; C/P on 7/3
July 2014- 2.5mg femara + IUI #2 on 7/18. Starting progesterone 7/23, bfn
August 2014- 2.5mg femara + hCG + IUI # 3 on 8/15. BFN
Tx break
IVF #1 -
12/1 - TOT & SIS- RE found a polyp
12/15 - Hysterscopic surgery to remove the polyp; additional polyps found and removed
12/29- Good baseline u/s, 12 antral follies
12/30- Started stimming
1/10 - ER: 17 retrieved, 14 fertilized!
My Ovulation Chart - No data, just meds
Our journey has been shorter than most, and for that we are thankful. Hoping that everything continues as it should and that we have a healthy baby coming our way!
Together since 3/2/2010
Married 10/2012
TTC 6/2012
Stopped Ovulating 11/2013
DX PCOS 1/2014
Started Metformin, Provera 1/2014
Started fertility diet and fertility massage to induce ovulation 1/2014
Successful Ovulation 2/2014!
Missed period, BFN 3/2014
Provera round 2, 3/2014
New RE 7/2014
Remove scar tissue 7/2014
BFP 8/2014!