I know some of this is probably borderline irrational, but I'm upset and need to vent.
I just found out today that one of my closest friends is 8 weeks pregnant. She didn't tell me until today, even though she's known since the first week of July. First of all, I'm hurt that she didn't tell me. She is literally the first person who knew that I was pregnant - she was calling me when I was on vacation when she knew I was due to test to ask if I'd gotten a positive yet. So first off, I'm hurt that she didn't tell me.
Second, I'm sad and bitter/jealous because I'd be 9.5 weeks right now and she is 8 weeks. I was at a baby shower for a different friend last weekend and I did ok with that. For some reason, it is hitting me a lot harder with this friend since she is right about the same number of weeks as I am. When I told my husband about my friend's pregnancy, I just burst into tears.
I'd really been doing ok -- both emotionally and physically -- since my D&C a week and a half ago. But today I am just having a rough time.
Married to DH since 6/30/2007
Me: 32 DH: 32
BFP #1: 4/1/2010 DS born: 12/3/10
TTC #2 since 5/2014
BFP # 2 : 6/16/14 EDD: 2/25/15 Missed Miscarriage discovered 7/10/14 D&C 7/17/14 Pathology results normal
BFP #3: 10/21/14 EDD: 7/6/15 11/24/14: Saw heartbeat!
Missed Miscarriage discovered 12/22/14 at 12w0d D&C 12/23/14 Pathology: Partial Molar Pregnancy/Triploidy
~~Currently benched following PMP~~
**all AL welcome**
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