R: I am grumpy today at the world except for ds who is in a great mood!
Aw: We went to another park and had a blast this morning. He even played alone happily while i sat and dealt with some m/s i was feeling.

He said as we left he had fun playing with the other kids.

Vent: This is probably preg hormones making me grumpy about this... But so maybe people assume either we will move to a bigger house or turn the playroom into a bedroom as the kids grow up. Ummm... Not my plan! We love this house and it is plenty big other then only having 3 bedrooms. And the playroom will convert into the kids hang out spot/tv room/computer room. Not a bedroom. Am I the only one that thinks 2 kids can share a bedroom forever? I know it isn't "ideal" but that is life. I also dont think twins need to share the same room forever if they are b/g. Boys will get one room and the girl tje other after out of the nursery. But I am grumpy so maybe I am wrong?
Re: I want to Rawv!
random- can't stop watching Scandal!!!
vent- started my period. cramps huuuuuurrrrrrrtttttt.
aw- Z has been super cuddly today- she napped without a fight and has been really good overall ....wonder what she's plotting
Random: I had to cancel my SAHM blind date for the third time. This gal probably thinks I'm avoiding her.
AW: Logan started solids, and he's doing awesome! Opens his mouth, hardly makes a mess...so much easier than with Scarlett. I'm glad we waited until he was 6 months.
V: I think I've said this before, but it's on my mind lately. It makes me sad we're never going to find anything close to what we have now for anywhere close to the same price for a home. We rent, and have 3 beds, 2 baths, with a fenced in backyard. Similar things in our area are at least 30-40% higher, and it's just not in the budget. But I'd love to find something with more living space. Sigh. Not any time soon. If we have another kid, I'll have to get a smaller swing, and I can't even imagine where a jumperoo or something like that would go. I don't know how people in NYC and similar places do it.
**Nestie Besties with Deutschefairy**
Diagnosed PCOS '03, TTC #1 Since March '09
BFP - 10/20/10, M/C - 10/29/10
June 2011 - 50mg Clomid = No O
Dieted and exercised my butt off for PCOS = BFP 5/7/2012
Due 12/29/2012
AW: L's swim class is now just him and one other boy. Each of them has a teacher. They are both two (I asked) it was SO much better today. And I didn't even ask for it to be like that.
Vent: I feel sort of embarrassed that my kid has to have one on one instruction. I feel like it's a reflection on my parenting. I hate how much insecurity I have, especially in regards to parenting. He's not doing anything any other two year old isn't doing. I am not failing as a Mom.
Well obviously you have less stuff. :P I know all the baby stuff isn't a necessity, but it sure helps a lot. I don't mean I literally don't know how you do it; I just like having all my baby junk.
**Nestie Besties with Deutschefairy**
Diagnosed PCOS '03, TTC #1 Since March '09
BFP - 10/20/10, M/C - 10/29/10
June 2011 - 50mg Clomid = No O
Dieted and exercised my butt off for PCOS = BFP 5/7/2012
Due 12/29/2012
BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
AW: I've got homemade peach pies in the oven. Our house smells amazing!
AW: I weighed in this morning and I'm lighter than I have been in 2 years. I'm stoked!
V: I am still recovering from the wedding this past weekend. I slept 9:30 to 6 solid and I'm still tired. I'm definitely not 20 anymore.
V1: Spent all of naptime cleaning. I figured I'd only need an hour to do my downstairs.....and then I realized that the vacuum wasn't sucking anything up. Long story short, I ended up spending about 45 minutes cleaning out the hose.....it was nasty. But at least it works again.
V2: N had a really hard day today. Every single thing was a meltdown-trigger....for every meal he would eat two bites and then scream "All done!" just to want to get up and eat two minutes later. When I took him and L on a walk in the stroller he was crying to get out and walk the whole time. He wanted out to play on the patio but then would be fighting w/ L over a toy after a minute....etc. etc. I have no idea why he was so cranky, but thank the Lord it's bedtime now.
V3: We're going camping w/ the ILs in their RV from tomorrow afternoon to Saturday morning. It's at a state park just an hour away, so if it's a total disaster we can always go home early, but as the trip comes closer I'm really starting to dread it. When I told MIL we'd go, I was figuring, yeah it will be a lot of chasing babies around keeping them out of trouble, but that's what our last vacation was w/o any extra adults to help, and whatever it's an adventure, a free mini-trip and a change of scenery. Well between N's crankiness today, a weather prediction of Tstorms this weekend, forseeing how much my ILs are going to annoy me over the next two days, and just general anxiety about it, I'm starting to wonder why I said yes. And then my mom texts me to tell me what a horrible idea it is....like it's her business. Grrr....I want to crawl under a blanket fort and not come out.....how's that for camping? :P