11 days and counting....
jml2nd
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It's been 11 days since my csection to my beautiful angels, Nathan & Conner [28 weeks]! They were doing sooooooooooo good....but then twin to twin transfusion rapidly occurred, taking them both from me within 1 week of last hearing their little heart beats!
My husband and I feel robbed! We don't get it! It's not fair!!!
About 6-7 years ago we miscarried.
Last year [Aug. 2013], we gave birth to our beautiful baby girl, Arianna. It was a rough pregnancy on me....delivered via csection at 34wks5days due to preeclampsia.
Unexpectedly [and unplanned] got pregnant with mono-di twin boys....
We were at a loss with the idea of having 3 children sooooooo close in age. And just when we started to truly get excited, it was taken away from us in a blink of an eye!
I'm 28 years old and have lost 3 of my babies! I thank everyday for my daughter because she is truly our saving grace during this dark time!
I feel guilty sometimes for smiling and laughing. And for brief moments, I almost feel like I forgot what just happened! Maybe because I just want it all to be a dream....just a bad dream! :-(
Re: 11 days and counting....
My partner @Manada and I lost our twin girls Tavin and Casey six weeks ago.
Sending hugs your way.
We're queer. I'm 33, have severe stage 4 endo, and had both fallopian tubes removed. My love ("Manada" on the boards, 32) was diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve. We did Partner IVF (my eggs, her uterus). We lost our twins Tavin and Casey at 21 weeks gestation.
Our IUIs
with @Manada: IUI# 1-7 (December 2012- September 2013) all BFN. Tried natural, femara, clomid, puregon/follistim, clomid and menopur combo, both the ovidrel and HCG triggers.
Our IVFs:
IVF #1 my eggs November/December 2013: Cancelled IVF due to poor response
IVF #2 my eggs/Manada's uterus January/February 2014
BCPs and lupron overlap Stimmed: 1/22-2/2: Bravelle and Menopur (dosage ranged from B300 and M150 to B375 and M150 to B300 and M225)
2/4 retrieved 10 eggs. Endo was much worse than expected. Only 3 eggs fertilized; February 7 transferred two day 3 embryos, froze one. All great condition.
BFP eve of 6dp3dt; Beta 1 (11dp3dt): 110; Beta 2 (13dp3dt): 175; Beta 3 (15dp3dt): 348; Beta 4 (19dp3dt): 2222; Beta 5 (21dp3dt): 4255
1st ultrasound (3/6 6w 1d): TWINS!!!! Twin A measuring 6w1d with a heartbeat of 118bpm. Twin B measuring 6w0d with a heartbeat of 113bpm.
***July 18, 2014 we lost our beautiful babies at 21 weeks gestation. They were born too early. Tavin Sara T. and Casey Elizabeth T. are beautiful and precious and we will love them and miss them forever.***
FET #1 December 2014